DB= P+T+TH

2009-12-06T15:36:00.001+08:00

I Have MOVED!

Here's the link! X)

I'll leave this site active because it's a chore to actually transfer all the links over.

xoxo
K

2009-11-09T00:06:00.002+08:00

Facebook horoscope:

"Karen,
Communication with your loved ones is difficult, especially where it comes to siblings. But if you keep at it, you will find that you are able to break through the barriers together and rebuild a much closer and more loving relationship."

Right, difficulty in communicating with my siblings have been there for damn long. Thanks for clearing that up Facebook.

Breaking through barriers and rebuild a much closer and more loving relationship? I don't think it'll happen in a million years.

Thank for trying to be positive Facebook. Much appreciated.

xoxo

Bloggers?

2009-10-05T03:17:00.003+08:00

Okay so, nowadays I've been really tied up with work and all and it just happens that I am in a bad shape right now.

It really makes me wonder why people do blogging. Maybe it's just cause they want to attract attention via web surfers?

For pete's sake, go find a chatroom.

Anyway, I might just leave this blog as it is or maybe just update once in a while since I don't see the need to blog anyway.

Maybe I choose to meet up rather than to let anyone 'catch up' with me via my blog. Because I find redundant. Since if you want to catch up, why not hear it from the real thing instead of reading off a blog. It may sound different or even worse, you portray it in a different way than what the original thing the blogger wants it to mean.

My nose feels uber raw from blowing my nose for the second day. I hope it does get better.

I'm gotta KO. Medication kicking in!

P/S: Awesome supper with Jay and Vanessa. Didn't manage to catch the last bus home though, Jay walked me home. How sweet of him. (:

xoxo

2009-09-09T18:21:00.002+08:00

Sitting at starbucks after work just rock my socks.

It's like a sigh of relief from the hectic rush hours at the shop.

Feels damn great to have some relax time before heading to Holland V for Crystal Jade's all you can eat buffet with Jackson, Michelle, PK and some of the kb people.

Gotta go meet them now! X)

xoxxo

2009-08-30T00:01:00.002+08:00

Lonely September by Plain White T

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

xoxo

2009-08-23T21:26:00.002+08:00

Life's great so far.

Anyway, Sazz actually posted this on Facebook and actually found this interesting. Maybe it's due to me wanting to put on make up in a flash and look natural at the same time. Plus, I found the website of this video owner and it's rocks to the max.

The most basic makeup/beauty tips that a girl could ever have.

I was amazed when she even have a threading tutorial.

Sugoi-ne!

Anyway, gotta run!

xoxo

2009-08-10T20:37:00.005+08:00

21st was great.

I don't know whether to be happy or sad.
Wish I could just stop the time on 7th August, 0059hrs.

The fact I did think of all the possible stuff that I will go through in life(ie. getting married, starting a family, having a permanent job etc.), I wish I could head back to the times where by it's so carefree.

It's really scary just to think of all the things. It's hard.

I'll have to face it someday.

But not now.

I'm scared. I have nowhere to turn to.

How?

I cry before the clock struck 0000hrs of 080809.
I head to bed before the clock strikes 0000hrs of 080809.
I cry whenever I think of the possible things that could happen.
The thought of being tied down with all the responsibilities scares me.
Aji, I don't blame you. I blame myself for not understanding.
Now I know how it feels like to be 21. I'm sorry.

38 degree celcius, 2042hrs. I'm off to bed.

xoxo

2009-08-06T23:53:00.003+08:00

Wakakakakaaka!

ONE MORE DAY AND IT'S THE WEEKEND!!

I'M JUST SOO EXCITED!!

Anyway, I was bored and was looking through Neatorama.com and found these:

L4D Russian Dolls!

And this Russian Doll Hand Bag by Christian Louboutin! Damn nice can. hahahaha!

Anyway, gotta go bathe! Night everyone!

xoxo

2009-08-05T00:12:00.002+08:00

Watami is just great can.

HAHA!

OMG, I CAN'T WAIT FOR FRI, SAT AND SUN TO COME!!

Friday will be spent with Hana and Franchesca to West Coast Plaza after work, Saturday morning will be spent sleeping, Saturday afternoon will be spent at lunch with my family and the evening will be spent with INNOKIAS@DOUBLEO(and maybe some others like FIEZA BABY!!) !! Sunday morning will be spent for db training, afternoon will be lunch+heading home to change and put our stuff at home and in the evening will be spent with HANA, CHESTER, FRANCHESCA, GERALDINE, SHARON and some of my db girls.

I AM SOO EXCITED!!

WAKAKAKAKAKAKA!

AND I'VE GOT A PAIR OF ORANGE HAVIANAS!!!!

xoxo

2009-08-01T23:30:00.003+08:00

Hahaha! have been really busy these few days and am loving Watami day by day.

Watami have been the best place to work so far (but I can't really judge yet though. haha.).

Anyway, Kurihara san, Soh Young san, Matsumura san, Kazu san, Hayashi san, June san, Stanley san and Edward san have been really nice to all the staff even though we have been bugging them whenever we have difficult customers.

Plus, Kurihara san and Kazu san have been buying and putting the goodies in the goodie bags personally. Tell me, where on earth you can find this kind of manager you tell me? All the managers, I mean ALL the managers are really good. Working in this company, there isn;t such thing as political issues (for the moment at least. hee~) it's realy really fun working with all the full-timers and the managers and the other part-timers. Oh speaking of which, we'd just celebrate our first staff birthday either last monday or tuesday. For who? It's YanXiang! (:

Happy Belated Birthday Girl! (:

Anyway, I have to head to bed alr. KBDB Exco meeting 0730hrs @SDBA office!

xoxo

2009-07-22T00:14:00.002+08:00

Two words, hell day.

Today is the official start of the future hell day for everyone in watami. Damn busy. I was supposed to knock off at four in the afternoon, but then I wasn't wearing any watch and I ended up knocking off at 1944hrs (for those of you who don't read24hour clock or ain't with the military, it's sctually seven fourty four.) instead. At first I was thinking why don't I work till it isn't busy before I decided on that, June san came and asked me whether I could extend my working hours till five.

Even though June san and Hitsusomething guy reminded me that my knocking off time was nearing, the customers just won't lemme go plus the fact the full timers were having their break during lunch transition period and in section there's me, eliza and I think bong while they took turns to have their break. Eliza still can't get the hang of using the pda to take orders, bong idk her, my section I think so far there's only me and it was wth crazy. YanXiang did helped when I needed it. The managers (Especially June San and the Hitsusomething) guy were lovely enough to like chase me home after unknowingly extending my working time.

I JUST REALIZE THAT DUNKIN DOUGHNUTS IS LIKE RIGHT ABOVE MY WORKPLACE! Dunkin Doughnuts are the awesomest doughnut but is still in second place with Krispy Kreme ranked the first in my doughnut list. hahaha! Btw, June san told me that boss doughnuts and I was thinking 'huh? what doughnuts sia?' hahaha! and realised that it was in fact DUNKIN DOUGHNUTS! Boss not only brought three boxes but SIX BOXES OF SIX DOUGHNUTS!! How awesome is that huh?? Who have a boss who buys DD for his staff working at the store? hahahaha!

Anyway, DD FOR BREAKFAST! FTW MANN!

xoxo

2009-07-20T19:55:00.002+08:00

Whoohoo!

Today's the eve of ION Orchard's Grand Opening and I heard from YanXiang that everyone have been granted an off day just hope that I could handle tomorrow's lunch crowd(:

Weirdly, I woke up with the most weirdest dream I've ever had this morning. I've got a feeling that it'll be a deja vu in the future. I don't know why but it's kinda of like I'd started a fight in an arcade all because of some girl who cut my queue at a crane game at an arcade. (If I didn't remember wrongly, Shannon, Hakim and the rest of the gang I usually hang out with were with me.) We were fleeing the girl and her gang of friends and ran all over the shopping mall (I have no idea what or which shopping mall is it.) slid down the middle of two escalators with the girl+gang and a security guard chasing behind.

Somehow or another, I found my ex strikeforce friends, Ian and some others unloading equipments out of a van and begged Ian to let me and my friends hide inside. He agreed but it's too late, (Somehow or another the police got involved at this point of my dream.) the police saw me climbing into the van and opened the back most door of the van, handcuffed me and brought me to some jail-like consultation room complete with a female doctor while the rest of my gang plus Ian were hulled into individual interrogation rooms.

While the female doctor was doing a thorough checkup on me, I asked her whether I'm going to jail and she asked me whether I'm 21 or not, I told her that I'm actually twenty going twenty one and she replied saying I'll be in a detention cell till my birthday and I'll be sent to jail and told me to change into a bright orange overalls WITHOUT asking me any questions or even bothered to ask about the truth why I'm there. When I asked her why she hadn't and she said that from one look she knew that I'm the mastermind of everything that happened.

I protested of course but was restrained by the guards that stationed there. Was sent to the detention centre I was assigned to immediately after that.

One month after the incident and a just a few days before my birthday, some of the officers from the juvenile department came to visit me at the detention centre I'm in for maybe half an hour before heading into an empty room together with my mentor from the detention centre.

I remembered myself eavesdropping them while I mopped the hallway of that particular room, I heard one them say, "this girl is too nice to be in here..." while my mentor of my detention centre said, " yeah, I agree with you, this girl have been very obedient and have been a pleasant girl ever since she'd stepped into this place. Maybe you've got the wrong girl." but I heard another voice said, " No, we haven't got the wrong girl. She's the mastermind to the havoc created back at the shopping mall a month ago. She have to serve her jail sentence as usual after her twenty-first birthday and that's that." after that, I heard them standing up and walking towards the door.

Not thinking what I was doing, I ran towards the door and knelt down and started crying while the opened the door. I begged them to let me out for my twenty-first birthday but the man who spoke last told me off gruffly saying that it's my fault that I'm in there in the first place. He also told me that there's nothing they can do to let me out on my birthday since I have to be transferred to jail the day after my birthday and that I have to celebrate it in jail.

(Cruel or what man?)

"You have to celebrate it in jail..." kept echoing and the next thing I knew is that I woke up and thought in my mind ' what the hell is that?' and smile myself silly knowing that I'm at home lying on my bed.

But ever since that weird dream, I've been feeling weird. Like I have no appetite to eat or have the feeling to go anywhere. I felt as if I'm gonna get ill like that.

That's bad right? For tomorrow being the grand opening of ION orchard and all.

Really really bad.

#

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ringtone
I hesitate but answer it anyway.

Really suprising.

xoxo

2009-07-17T01:25:00.001+08:00

Bleah~

I WANNA GET OUT!! I WANNA BE IN THE SUN!! ANYONE? ANYONE?!

MehhH~

2009-07-16T17:01:00.002+08:00

Yesterday and today are my off days. Yesterday was spend using the com and all. Today I decided to have a lazy day and just finish the book that Fawwaz lent me. The feeling was awesome.

Anyway, I really hate it when guys so called cheat on their girlfriends. The feeling is like one isn't enough. Like hello?? WAKE UP YOUR IDEAS GUYS!!

Really, for all you know she really loves you yet you need to diedie break her heart even though you may look like a really sweet and a very gentleman boyfriend on the outside but you're just one of those effing bastards who cheats on their girlfriends.

Watched an online movie called Georgia Rules. It's about 17 year old Rachel being sent to her strict (strict being having to hold a bar of soap in your mouth whenever you use the Lord's name in vain.) and religious grandmother's place to stay for her summer holidays because she's in alot of trouble and her mum can't control her anymore. Unknown to her mother, Rachel was being sexually molested from 12 years old till she's fourteen by her stepfather. That's the main reason why Rachel was being a rebel.

I'm always wondering why guys would spoil their image to girls who thinks they're nice? Isn't there any decent guys around to date anymore? Sigh.

Anyway, it was overall an awesome movie even though it may be a little sudden to watch a movie at like 1+am. Haha!

Anyway, gotta go!

xoxo

2009-07-12T18:24:00.003+08:00

Okay, just came back from meeting up Hakim, Billy and Shannon at Boon Lay Shopping Centre (if you don't know what's that, it's actually a dingy shopping centre at Boon Lay Place where most foreign workers do their shopping.) to discuss some things over lunch.

Before meeting them, I was from Joy's place where I swam with brother and stayed over at Joy's. I personally think that we overstayed our welcome. Sorry for the trouble Joy.

Anyway, JOY! I hope you enjoyed yourself yesterday! X)

Might be meeting Jay and Fawwaz later!

This is my wacky brother trying to camwhore in the pool with my phone.

xoxo

2009-07-07T11:47:00.003+08:00

Ohayo Gozaimas!

Watami just rock my socks. I enjoyed myself even though there's more theory than practical for the time being since Ion Orchard won't open till the 21st.

The batch that I'm in includes Linette, Khai, Jay, Fawas,Kevin, Yen and Lina. How we got to know each other was kinda bo bian one. But it's AWESOME! They're a fun bunch to be with and they come from different backgrounds. Some are businessman and mostly are students.

I dig the fact that working at watami require us to pick up a few lines of japanese. Hahaha~

Anyway, people, please be patient coz I'm working now and I don't really have the time to upload the pics from sunday. I pormise I'll upload it asap kay?

P/S: Innokias, don't worry kay? you know I still love you guys as much as I love db X)
P/P/S: GIRLFRIEND! Please get well soon kay? If not I'll really go over to your place and take care of you. Btw, IMY!!! )):

xoxo

2009-07-02T21:28:00.002+08:00

Okay, SDBF was really really great. Was there to work and not race. Was kinda fun actually, could actually let me see the race from another angle. Ig, Kaisin, Darren, David, FengRu and the rest worked too.

Everyone did great in their races especially the schools who participated in the PM Cup. To me, winning or losing doesn't matter. In fact, racing is actually to gauge where you stand. To me, everyone is a winner in the race.

Thinking back, he's the one who made me think like a real rower. He inspires me to be a better rower, to earn what I want in dragonboating. Maybe this is the reason I always disliked people who plays during training/take trainings for granted or maybe have unnecessary conflicts within the team itself.

#

Meeting him after the last day of his race, after packing up at SDBA main office at kallang, it was kinda awkward in a sense.

After he spoke, it was kinda heart wrenching. I could feel the pain and felt like crying at that point of time. My mind went blank, thinking of what to say. In the end, I could only nod in agreement.

The first sight of him at the tag checking area made my mind think while writing the scoreboard. Then, I saw him after stepping out of the washroom, it made me think yet again. Since then, my mind can't seem to stop playing everything over and over.

Sigh.

Idk what's happening but, I hope it won't affect me in one way or another.

xoxo

2009-07-01T03:21:00.003+08:00

Transformers:Revenge of the Fallen was awesome! watched it with Shannon, Billy and Hakim. Although it was really funny with the rotfl scenes, i find that the ending was kinda draggy. Especially the battle of the Autobots and the Decepticons at the end but then I find that the movie was overall awesome!

Anyway, today's lounging session at Shannon's was awesome, I know, I've been saying the chilling/lounging sessions are awesome, but the truth is, it's not just the location, it's the company. Love them loads. Will always have lots of fun with them.

Consist of who you may ask. They consist of Shannon aka Bumblebee, Hakim aka Britanny/Bitch, Anna Bee and me! Somtimes we also have special appearence of Jiaji, Gavin, Billy and the rest of the Innokias.

Oh and I'm starting work Watami on Saturday. Hope it goes well! I'm also having db training tomorrow since there's a Inter-CSC dragonboat race or something on sunday and after training, I'm also gonna meet Joy and Michael from Strikeforce (Okay, it's been like almost two years since I last said the word. Haha!) and it reminds me of the old days in church (even though most of my chinese friends around me are either presbytarians, catholics or christians, I don't even have the slightest thought of going back to church just yet. (X) but thos were in the past so yeah.

Back to the point, I coincidentally bumped into a whole group of strikeforce people watching Transformers in the same theater as me. Can only say that everyone has changed. Michael, he's a deejay and a professional breakdanceer now. Just done with his tour and was only back in Singapore not long. Hahaha! Maybe it's a godgiven thing that we met. If not I won't be able to even met Joy man. Hahaha!

Anyway, gotta rest up for training tomorrow!

xoxo

2009-06-25T00:54:00.002+08:00

Whoohoo!

L4D session today was a success. But then when me, Vyerern, Shannon and Saz played on our own, it was always on expert mode and once we accidentally shot another team player, we're down. So we were sick of playing so we headed to Plaza Sing for dinner.

If you were wondering why is Saz with us, that's because he wanted to pass me back my Inno uniform and at the same time he's waiting for Andi to be done with his physiotherapy and joined me for my interview with Watami's Hr personnel/store manager. If I'm not wrong, it's gonna open it's first outlet in Ion Orchard on the 21st July. Please come support yo!

Okay, back to the topic. The manager(I think.), Soh Young, is soo friendly and commented that she liked my smile. Haha! At first through the phone, I thought she's a korean but after she answered her phone, I was shocked. Haha! Pure Japanese came out while she answered her cell phone. Haha! I want to check out Cosafe Maid Restaurant and Bar whether they're still hiring but alas, they weren't so, at least I'm getting a job at a japanese restaurant. (: Hee!

Anyway, FRISATSUN! POL-ITE and SDBF! Can't wait to see gf again! Whalau, long time never see her alr sia. hahaha!

I MISS YOU GIRLFRIEND!

xoxo

2009-06-23T15:22:00.004+08:00

Whoohoo!

My first ever L4D session was damn awesome! HAHAHAHA!

Dammit, I'm addicted to L4D alr sia. hahaha!

On another awesome note, MY THREADLESS/TYPETEE HAVE ARRIVED! All thanks to FashionRecipe for shipping and mailing it! Really really appreciate it! HEE~!

Okay, lounging session/swimming at Shannon's again with Billy, Gavin, Hakim, and some others. Hee~

Gotta go!

xoxo

2009-06-21T12:25:00.003+08:00

The chilling session at Shannon's was just totally awesome. Even though, Gav, Gab and Hakim are now saying I bo jio them, but it's relatively awesome. Haha!

I'm heading down to Vivo City with Shannon. Whoohoo~

Anyway, can someone get me either one of these earphones below? I've been finding earphones that are totally orange to matchy match my orange ipod. Hee~

Totally orange= wire, the piece you stick into your ear and the jack are orange. Where did take this photo? Tampines 1 the really really nice bookshop near the japanese supermarket.

Anyway, gotta inform mum that I'm heading out and go prepare. hee~

Ps: Fashion Recipe have mailed my Threadless Tee! X)

Ciao!
xoxo

2009-06-18T00:26:00.002+08:00

Dry bags!
Clockwise: Shannon, Krist, Mine

Second shot (closkwise): Shannon, Krist, Hakim and Mine.

Changi Village Nasi Lemak!

On the way to Ubin!

The guys like to stand outside than sit inside. lol

Kudos to Jolynn. (:

Driver's seat

Jolynn!

Cans.

A typical sign in ubin.

Quarry.

Bike rental signs in various language.

Some houses are still in this state in ubin.

Bambo!

Down the memory lane.

The people who live in the house mentioned above.

Ditto.

Okay, I'm tired and sticky.

Off to bathe and bed.

xoxo

2009-06-17T16:10:00.002+08:00

What the hell is wrong with her?

Hello, you know that Imma outdoor person, and you jolly well know that if I were to go Phuket, Thailand with the family, what we'll do is to go shopping, shopping and more shopping.

Why can't I chiong camps and save up MY OWN money these few months before the fucking trip? Wth.

Just tell you only right?

As if like I'm going tomorrow and need to borrow a huge sum of money just to go like that. Whalau.

Why can't you support what I like to do? Why do you always reject whatever things I wanna do? Why do you always say that I'm a 'san fen zhong re du' kind of person?

Can't you see the difference already? Don't tell me you wanna control me until I die? I just want to go enjoy things that you guys don't really like to do. I know, I like to be under the sun doesn't mean that you need to like being under the sun, so? just give me some support will you? You can't blame that I have friends that have the same interest as me right?

Sigh.

xoxo

2009-06-15T12:06:00.002+08:00

The drinking session that bumble bee organized rocks man!

Attendance: Shannon, RiXiang, Gavin, Hakim, Priya and I.

Met up at YCK mrt station and we went for dinner/snacks at some coffeeshop nearby. We headed to Shannon's place to get our poison- two small bottles and one big bottle of Heineken, one big bottle of Vodka Pear and one bottle of red wine- ( and I saw Benji again! Omg la, long time never see him liao lor. haha!) and headed to the jacuzzi village for our drinking session! I finally know how to che/chor daidee liao. HAHAHA!

Anyway, after a few rounds of daidee we started playing drinking games. Muahahaha! I got high and laughed at nothing. (Thankgod it wasn't like last year's geeky green. HAHA!) Soon after the Security guard came and shooed us off and we switched to the bbq area nearby and yet again the security guard came and shooed us out of the condo. Like wth la. Then we headed to a pavillion nearby and drank somemore. First to ko was Priya then Gav koed not long after. The only ones left were Me, Shannon, RiXiang. Hakim was assigned sober duty coz he can't drink so that doesn't count. haha!

After the Gav and Priya koed and settled down, RiXiang, Shannon, Hakim and I played spin the bottle and loads of hilarious moments were present.

Muaha.

Okay, on to yesterday. Training was damn shag. I haven't recovered from the tiredness of drinking+tonning sia. HAHA! But FARH CAME!!

Whooohoo~!

After training, CheeWei, Alex, WeiZheng, Berlinda, KaiXin and I headed over to Marina Square to have our lunch and headed to the PC Show 2009 after. Whalau, I tell you, I will NOT go to any pc show ever again. No matter how cheap their products are. The crowd is worser than Orchard during the Christmas season la. It made me dream of being groped in various places by bangalas and who's not. So, after walking around we went to get a snack.

And HUMONGOUS candy floss it is. It's bigger than any of our heads lor. HAHA!

Anyway, i was too shagged to go swimming with Alex and WeiZheng. So I headed home and knocked out after sitting on my bed unpacking my stuff. HAHA!

xoxo

2009-06-12T15:24:00.003+08:00

The trip to Pulau Ubin was awesome! With great people, and great company the trip was fabulously awesome!

Attendance: Krist, Shannon, Ashraf, JiaJi, RiXiang, Hakim, Priya,

Had breakfast at Changi Village (NASI LEMAK!). In fact,Shannon, Priya, RiXiang, Hakim and I all gotten Nasi Lemak for Breakfast but their otah isn't as awesome as the fabulous Nasi Lemak stall in Boon Lay Market though. Heh.

Anyway, after waiting for Ashraf and finishing our food, we headed down to the jetty to meet the CJ gang and off to Ubin we go!

First stop in ubin was the drinks shop/house then to the bike shop. The when we went into the drink shop/house, I felt as if we've barged into the house of an old man. On the other hand, it was nostalgic to see his house the way it is. Brings back memories of how I played with my neighbours' kids at the void deck of my block and makes me want to head back into the past and stay in those rustic houses. Maybe, just maybe, I would wanna own a house in Ubin. haha!

After getting our bikes and filled our waterbags/bottles, we went on an off road trail and gotten lots of dead ends. But in the end, it feels so awesome to do some mountain biking or whatever you call that once in a while.

We cycled for two hours or so, JiaJi was afraid that we don't have enough water so we headed back to the old uncle's house to fill up. We went different ways from the CJ gang because they wanted to rest longer so off to Jalan Durian we go! When we got to the T-Junction There was only an old uncle and an auntie in her forties. We wanted to have some durians badly so we decided ask the uncle (even though he's wielding a parang he looks much more friendlier than the forty something auntie. HEE~) for only one durian. In the end he gave us like two to three durians while RiXiang and Ashraf found one that is isn't ripe.

After that, we headed to Chek Jawa and went to the boardwalk and we actually played 'Ohm Ohm Chuckie' and 'Pap parap parap pap pap' at the shelter sia. Whalau, I hate cycling upslope can. Left my quads almost pulled/cramped up. After the boardwalk, we headed to the viewing tower. Whalau, that one scary can. after going up, I felt like abseiling down instead lar. But the wind was awesome. (:

Oh and btw, you know the photos of people walking on the corals if you search photos of chek jawa, that's in the past. They've built a board walk thingy for conserving the corals and wildlife. Totally burst my happy bubble when krist asked the person at the visitor centre at ChekJawa.

After that, we headed back to the bball court and returned our bikes soon after. But before I returned my bike, Jolynn brought me to this awesome garden/farm that reminds me of the one that is a street away from bukit batok nature park super nostalgic sia.

It was an awesome trip(:

Next Ubin trip is with my brother! OI BROTHER, WHEN CAN WE GO???? Hahaha!

xoxo

2009-06-09T00:23:00.002+08:00

Gawd it's 12.23am and my stomach's growling, my mind's thinking of the bag of twisties that I've just gotten from (the horrendous) NTUC trip and the milk choc covered macadamia nuts/reese I just gotten today from the dinner trip to Vivo's Candy Empire.

Bleah. Not a good idea sia.

I'll get fat and grow to 50kg very soon.

Mehh.

xoxo

2009-06-06T23:30:00.003+08:00

OMG it's 1130pm and I have db training at 7.30 in the morning tomorrow. Gawdammit.

Anyhoo, it sucks to be a weekend and have errand that have something to do with groceries. Why I say that is because both NTUC and Fairprice Xtra in JurongPoint is filled with bangalas and families pushing grocery carts of NTUC. Wahlau, can die man.

Even though I wasn't carrying a laptop like my sis did, it was like my experience in little india for Michael's birthday. Full of bangalas. Even when I was at th POSB ATM it almost 80% of the people queuing were either bangalas or foreign workers. All I get while running an errand for my mum were stares from bangalas or parents that I crashed my basket into their precious kid's head/grocery carts. Mehh. Remind me again not to ever step into NTUC during a weekend.

I hate the bangalas in BoonLay. They give me the creeps with their stares, behavior and their sense of style. Belch.

Okay, gtg! Training at 7.30am!
xoxo

2009-06-06T01:43:00.005+08:00

Have been watching movies and japanese dramas online recently.

Hana Yori Dango's my favorite so far. Yeah, like what I've said in my previous post, it's the jap version of Meteor Garden(Liu3 Xing1 Hua1 Huan2) and I definitely have eyecandy from there.

First up will be Matsumoto Jun aka MatsuJun

KAWAIIIIII~

I just love this pic can. haha!

Hawtttt~

Omg, his killer smile.

He acted in Gokusen, Hana Yori Dango and Hana Yori Dango2.

He's damn cute larr.

Second up will be Oguri Shun.

Omg, kawaaaiiiii~

This photo is super nice sia.

He also acted in Gokusen, Hana Yori Dango and Hana Yori Dango2.

Somehow or another he reminds me of JinHong from FT. lol.

Maybe it's the smile.

Oh, I just watched Death Note: L Saves the World.

It's a must watch mann and, I just realised today that L from death note is the Soichi Negishi from Detroit Metal City.

LOL!

Okay, time to hit the sacks!
xoxo

2009-06-02T01:58:00.003+08:00

Whoohoo!

Just watched Hana Yori Dango on dramacrazy.com.

It's damn nice even thought if it's just the japanese version of Meteor Garden. The story is definitely different. haha. Gonna watch the second one tomorrow!

Gonna head to bed now.

Ciao!
xoxo

2009-05-29T22:08:00.012+08:00

O.M.G.

Damn shag.

Reached home at around 8+pm or 9pm from belaying.

Omg I'm missing my students from Dunearn Sec can. Oh yar, ROSALYN and joy from CHC were in that camp. I knew only when I called Ros to ask how to get to her school and it felt kinda weird to have your friends in your camp as camper. Haha!

Anyway, ROS, must catch up kay? I know you're reading this. HAHAHA!

Starting from last sunday,DBTRAINING AND SENTOSA WERE GRRREEAATT! Still recovering from sunburn though. At least I made a new friend. His name is Bumble Bee. Funny that we could actually hold a conversation for so long the first time we talked. Met him up at Lot1 after his cousin's birthday party and talked over fruits even more. Haha! Can't say much about training though but to tell you the truth, it's damn shiok even though the water was damn dirty. OHOH! Not to forget, I made PEANUTBUTTERPANCAKES for sentosa in the morning before I headed for training. My virgin batch of chocolate chip pancakes and peanutbutter pancakes were sucess! Though they mentioned that it lacks of maple syrup other than that, it was okay! HEE! YAY! Maybe trying my own batter or other flavors. (:

Wed was day camp with Dunearn Sec, the one that I mentioned above. Although I had some difficulties juggling two groups, but then, they were awesome! I can tell you, grp4 students helped me alot until Vyerern came man. I kinda regretted missing out on their thursday's activities and their campfire mann. )): Dang! MICHAEL PHELPS WHERE ARE YOU????? Anyway, before we broke camp, Bumble Bee came for his EastSpring Sec camp briefing (the camp that I was supposed to do and was switched to a belayer) I washed up and waited for him at the bus stop.

We headed down to Bukit Panjang Plaza for NAKED FISH EXPRESS! It was Fabulous! Dammit, I always forget how nice their seafood curry baked rice tasted. People who suggest going there for a meal in the future, please tell me to have their seafood curry baked rice. After NF, we headed to a nearby Pasar Malam gotten some tea egg and his arm sock and mann, he can peel tea eggs damn fast can. haha! After that we headed home.

Anyway, I'm damn sleepy now.

Here's some photos from sun and throughout this week. Ciaos!

Le Fruits the we talked over.

KiaBoon, Me and Bumble Bee take1

KiaBoon, Hakim, Me and BumbleBee take 2 (notice how hakim is wearing a cap instead of shades like we three are? Lol!)

PEANUTBUTTER PANCAKES!

In the midst of making le pbpancakes(:

Miles (I think that's how his name is spelt.) and I. Take 1

Miles and I. Take 2 (that's Vyerern's hand btw. haha!)

Yeah, that's vyerern alright! hahahaha!

Miles and !

Finally a nice photo of us. haha!

Vyerern and I. Take 1

Vyerern and I. Take 2.

Me and the shy duo, Dawn and Aloysius. (they claim that they're siblings. (X)

That's Tiong, apparently, he looks like Jesus feeding the 5 thousand hungry people in the Bible.

That's ROSALYN standing at the top of the pole.

Grace and I.

Grace and I + BumbleBee's hand.

ROSALYN CHEONG PUI FEN and I! XD

Ros and I(: ( yes, no longer camper-trainer thingy.)

ROSALYN CPF, MUST CATCH UP HORR!

xoxoxo

2009-05-16T01:55:00.002+08:00

I remembered asking myself why did I choose dragonboat or maybe what made me choose dragonboat over all the other team sports/dance troupe or crew out there that i;m interested in. Be it baseball, rugby, ballet, tennis etc. Still, I asked myself, why dragonboat?

Firstly because I get maximum exposure of the sun,
Secondly, it includes teamwork which gives you encouragements you need during races,
Thirdly, it's rich tradition and culture it have kept for decades/centuries.

Really. It's not because of the guys or whatever they give as freebies during races. It's just that I'm a chinese and yeah I speak chinese (but don't really read it well though.) and I just wanna keep that tradition in me as a chinese.

It's just a thought I had in mind after going Hydrotribe. (:

Anyway, I think I'll be kinda busy this weekend. Dragnix's BBQ, my aunt's place for a popiah 'party' and monday would be JB with Krist.

Whoohoo!

xoxo

2009-05-12T22:21:00.003+08:00

Whoohoo~

I think I'm gonna be a JB freak soon.

Location: JB, Bukit Indah Jusco, City Square, Lu Bian Tan
Attendance: Krist, Kiaboon, Gavin, Billy, Je'taime, WaiLeong and yours Truly.

Okay so yesterday's JB trip was like super friutful can. Although we spent most of our morning travelling to M'sia and most of our afternoon spent in Jusco and our evening in City Square and around it.

Took the Causeway Link to Bukit Indah Jusco and once we reached there, it was like we stepped into a bigger Vivo City. Walked around and Krist, Kiaboon and I window shopped/did some shopping at this shop called Brands Outlet (their t-shirts are comparable to threadless but the cutting's abit weird. Maybe it's coz of my broad shoulders.) while everyone's stomach growled so we headed to A&W(!) to settle Gav's and my crave for their waffles, onion rings and rootbeer float.

After lunch, we're off to more window shopping/shopping. They have 3 to 4 shops that sells pretty shoes and heels right beside each other. (I think my both sisters would be glad to go Jusco. (:) Went to this shop similar to the Brands Outlet above, and it was awesome! They have some nice sunnies that I almost got when Kiaboon reminded me I've already gotten at BO. (Thanks KiaBoon!)

By the time we got to the super mart at Jusco, it was only 2+pm. So we took a cab down to City Square to catch Star Trek ( actually have no idea on what's the movie about before Gav explained to me right be fore the movie started and we had some time before th movie started so we did some window shopping too!) after that was dinner at some Lu Bian Tan. There's orh lua, sambal stingray, lala, ba kut teh, char kuay tiao, laksa, satay, a massive bao and poh piah. I think that's all we had. and we were like super full! I love the Stingray, lala and ba kut teh. Butnot the char kuay tiao. I still think that sg's char kuay tiao tastes nicer. haha!

So I went home with a tank top, a pair of sunines from Brands Outlet and a stomach full of awesome food.

It was an awesome trip with awesome people! I LOVE YOU GUYS!

Guess what? I'm heading to City Square on the 18th with Krist to do some retail therapy. (X

Anyway, I can't wait for this coming saturday! KBCC's BBQ!

Ciao

xoxo

2009-05-10T13:34:00.002+08:00

I have never ever felt this shiok/tired after training.

Training for Austcham 10km have started today.

Damn, it's only 4-5km and I'm like damn shag.

But finally the feeling is back in me. Heh.

Mitch, Haini and I were the only females for training la.

Farh!! WHERE'RE YOU? Get well soon kay?

Because HAINIKAIXINANDI ARE MISSING YOUUUUUU! XP

Off to hit the sack!

xoxo

2009-05-05T20:51:00.009+08:00

I was bored and looked through my photos since last year.

These are some random photos I found.

Saiful and I - Camp Renewal 2008

Safari and Mariam - Camp Renewal 2008

Me on the train to our hotel - Shanghai Trip 2008

Amin and I - Camp Renewal 2008

Cal and I - Camp Renewal 2008 (I risked my phone dropping into the water of the kaylongs. Lol!)

The three dragonboaters (Amin, Miq and I) - Main Dining Hall (waaayy after lights out), Camp Renewal 2008

LOL! Kai, Idk who, Azlan - Survival Cooking, Camp Renewal 2008

Beef balls. (no, not literally but the cow head is real and cooked though) - Shanghai Trip 2008

Stay tuned for more random photos!

xoxo

2009-05-04T19:46:00.003+08:00

I'm actually finding another job that is much flexible and am considering the Singapore Zoo/Night Safari as an Animal Keeper.

You know, I like unique jobs like being a camp instructor (and enjoying it. (:). I felt that I kinda lack the animal lover side of me. Plus I'm considering being an SPCA volunteer.

So should I or should I not?

Give me some opinions kay? Either tag my tagboard, in msn or Facebook even.

Thanks!

xoxo

2009-05-02T11:27:00.002+08:00

It feels great knowing that I won't be working anymore.

But will just take one to two weeks and I'm off to find another part-time non-office job.

Anyway, thursday was my last day and yesterday's movie day out with Cal, XinRu, Joy and Sam was just so awesome though we kinda left for home early.

Watched X-Men Origins: Wolverine at Plaza Singapura and it was just so awesome. I won't tell what happens even if you beg me to.

After that would be dinner at Cafe Cartel also at Plaza Sing and I can say that their service in the alfresco area just sucks. They have one Indonesian(or Filipino) guy out there who doesn't understand what I say and they actually lost our order slip (if you don't know, Cafe Cartel is a partial self-service restaurant. They provide this order slip where you're supposed write down your orders and pass it to the servers around.) after making us wait for what it felt like 20minutes.

Plus it was unbelievable when this china dude came with our drinks and after setting my drink down, I promptly ask him what's that drink and he just walk away without informing me anything.

Like wth la.

Anyway, bad things aside, after the dreaded PS Cafe Cartel incident, we were deciding on going either B&Js or Rocher Tau Huey and decided on the former coz the weather the was threatening to melt us alive. It was two tubs of Hand Picked for us with the flavours: Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough, New York Super Fudge Chunk, Chocolate Macademia and Cake Batter. It just soo heavenly.

Anyway, I really enjoyed the movie day out yesterday coz the laughter was so constant and I haven't laugh since long time ago.

Haha(:

Anyway, Desaru was awesome too!

They have the cleanest beach I've ever seen. The sand were like soft and smooth unlike the ones we have back in singapore and it doesn't have any eeky seaweed around the seabed isn't sloping down like how Siloso and Palawan beach. It was so amazing. We went bash trekking and some other stuff at night we went for the fire fly cruise and it was omgly beautiful.

So the second day was OYO we woke up at 7+am for breakfast at 8am and I was still groggy even after having it.

Then we drove to the hotel next to our chalet to recce the place and headed back to the chalet for some oyo time. All I did was to tie my hammock to the two supports at the porch and slacked there and falling asleep soon after. Around 3 in the afternoon we had telematch and we had fun in the water.
washed up and went for dinner.

So, the last morning I had in Desaru was just awesome. I was feeling freezing cold when I woke up at around 6+am made a dash for the lavatory and headed out to my hammock to watch the sunrise. It was omgly wonderful. You can't see it in Singapore mann. Too bad I was too lazy to get out of my hammock to take really nice photos. HAHA!

Anyway, gotta go!

Ciao

xoxo

2009-04-26T22:03:00.005+08:00

GAWD.

I'm so shagged from being under the hot sun the whole day and it's only 10.04pm.

I actually feel like plopping into my bed and just sleep the night away but noo, I have yet to pack for Desaru and have to upload today's photos of today if not I won't be able to do it for the next three days.

Anyway, just to sum it up, everyone did great at least one out of three category got through the semis and were able to clinch a second runner-up.

GAWDAMMIT!

I WANNA SLEEP!

I'm actually starting to get cranky since my eyes are feeling super dry from wearing contacts under the sun for so long.

Sigh.

Maybe more when I get back from Desaru I guess.

By the way, just to intro you, here's Dragnix.

They are the ones who make my life sane yet crazy at the same time. They're also one of the reason why I love doing Dragonboating.

xoxoxo

2009-04-24T22:35:00.006+08:00

Tomorrow will be PA Paddle Champs.

Weirdly, I don't feel anything (yet). Maybe it's because I'm still a lil panic stricken by the payroll stuff in the late afternoon or maybe it's just the report that I'm trying to churn out at home.

Idk man.

Desaru trip with the company on monday to wednesday.

Not too sure why, but I might just want to lie back in my hammock and relax for a while before I come back to the quick-paced Singapore.

Hope that I remember to bring all my chargers and also my precious orange ipod nano. Heh.

Sigh.

Back to the report!

*UPDATE*
I'm up and still sitting in front of my monitor cum tv screen typing while waiting for gmail to send my email to shima.

Dammit. The time now is 1.42am. I'm freaking sleepy, and I have a race to row.

Oh, the joy.

*UPDATE again*

Finally done.

Ciao!

xoxoxo

2009-04-23T11:57:00.004+08:00

My current mucis love is Love Story by Taylor Swift

Love her voice and this is one of my favourite genres that I listen to.

Plus, she's pretty.

Hee~

xoxoxo

2009-04-21T10:44:00.003+08:00

WHOOO HOOOO!!!

PA PADDLE CHAMPIONSHIPS FEVER IS HERE!!

Omg, I'm so effing excited!

I took off to attend the last training before saturday.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!

I'm so excited!

HEH!

But then was supposed to go on a strict no chili diet but then, sigh.

I had chicken wings with chili sauce for dinner last night and fried mee tai mak with sambal at the side. dammit. Shall not touch chili until next monday even if it's old chang kee's sambal chili, orhlua's sour chili, my mum's handmade chicken rice chili or just plain chili padi in soy sauce, I WILL NOT TOUCH IT.

Heh!

xoxoxo

2009-04-19T00:56:00.002+08:00

O.M.G.

I can't believe that I just done watching Paris Hilton's My New BFF.

I'm glad that Brittany won instead of Vanessa.

Love the way Brittany kept her rock star look while loking girly at the same time. Plus I love her hairstyle.

HAHA!

Anyway, training later. Ciao

xoxoxo

2009-04-17T23:06:00.008+08:00

Okay, so this week's kind busy for me since Shima was away and all.

But it was an experience. Tony's supposed to be in DFAC as well but he have to settle some stuff in Desaru. So, yeah.

Anyway, learnt to do some stuff that I wasn't taught. Yeah.

So, here's some photos from my 3mp camera of my LG Cookie.

Enjoy!

NOMNOM!!

NOM NOM!

The Olympic Creed: "The most important thing in life is not the triumph but the fight; The essential thing is not to have won, but to have fought well."

Carlsberg anyone?

Care for a Carlsberg?

I just love taking photos of the sunrise and the sunset. (:

GF AND I! (And STARBUCKS!)

GREENBEAN AND I!

My nicest one so far.

MONKAY GORRILLA CHIMPANZEE!!

These are just two of the monyets around DFAC. Heh.

Yes, it's the boonlay nasilemak. Those who want to order, go to the website.

This is a bigass photocopier that I mastered how to use it just recently with the help of Peter Chan

Okay, this is while waiting for the copier to be done with my stuff.

GF AND I! MISSMISS!

xoxo

2009-04-15T23:52:00.003+08:00

O.M.G

I can't believe that I miss going to school since both my darlings are in the same course and all. Plus, my younger sis just went for her orientation in NP.

Gawd.

I just miss going to school with Farh. Miss hainging out with both of them during lunch and all. Most importantly, they played a part in my life. Farh darling and I have been through some ups and downs and the feeling's just weird for us not to be in the same class anymore. As for Fieza la hot babe, all those bitching sessions and she's the one who kept my girly side active ever since I knew her.

BABYYYYSS!! I MISS YOU GIRLSSS!!

(Although Farh, I'm seeing you on sat/sun for training, I'M STILL MISSING YOU! (X)

Mehh.

It's just so weird how, I'm still working. And I'm definitely stop working by the end of this month. Really.

Even though I like being in DFAC alot but, sooner or later I'd be feeling so repetitive and get bored.

As you know, I'm really an outdoor person. I can't possibily sit in the cinema throughout a movie and not fidget.

Mehh.

I WANNA GO SCHOOL!

Any schools is willing to take me?

I'm interested in sports science though.

xoxo

2009-04-12T21:05:00.004+08:00

OH.MY.EFFING.GOD.

The 30,000 Calorie Sandwich

Sandwich filled with
ground beef, bacon, corn dogs, ham, pastrami, roast beef, bratwurst,
braunschweiger and turkey, topped with fried mushrooms, onion rings,
swiss/provolone/cheddar/feta/parmesan cheeses, lettuce and butter on a loaf
white bread.

(submitted by Kai via nanbelegorn)

Got it from This is why you're fat.

My hair stood up and I nearly cried upon seeing the images above.

It might sound yummilicious but to me it's just pure disgusting.

Blech.

xoxo

2009-04-11T15:19:00.003+08:00

Yoohoo.

I guess I'm not that bummed to get the photos of that sentosa outing off Facebook and post it here. All photos kudos to Krist's camera and those who took it(:

DMC FEVER!!

Low angle

xoxo

2009-04-10T15:05:00.007+08:00

Okay fine, I have no idea how to put a gif image in blogger.

I only have the link here. That's what I all DMC fever. (:

If there's anyone out there knows how to, feel free to tag me.

TIA!

xoxoxo

2009-04-07T10:55:00.003+08:00

Weirdly, I have the urge to go Bali.

Maybe it's because of the beautiful beaches there.

Gawd dammit.

I wanna head to sentosa again. I miss the sun soo much laa.

)):

And on a totally random thought, I'm wondering why ain't people talking about PA Paddle Champoinships like they did mr500.

Lol.

xoxoxo

2009-04-06T23:16:00.006+08:00

My weekend was really fruitful one.

It started off with work and ended with ultimate shagness.

Went to work on sat in the morning, met up with farh for lunch, headed home while I contemplate in my head and endless questions to farh whether to meet up the inno-kias for dinner/movie/tonning.

Farh was saying not to go coz we're having training the next day. I decided to go against it. I was awesome.

No wait, I met my sisters and then headed home with them. Had dinner and headed to PS to meet up with the inno-kias. It's super fun can.

After dinner, we headed down to Vivo for the movie DMC (Detroit Metal City) * chants "GO TO DMC, GO TO DMC, GO TO DMC......" we headed to Gab's place to ton.

We started tonning by playing blind mice that Cal suggested it till around 2+ 3am in the morning. Headed to 7-11 to grab food, and headed down to Gab's uncle's place and started to drink. I headed down to kallang for training around 6+am. I can't believe I drank before I went for training laa.

Training was awesome!
The last few sets felt as if I'm really in a race siaa.

After training I headed down to Sentosa!

Really miss that place siaaa. It's kind of like 'long time no go' kind of thing. Anyway, it was raining when I got there plus my phone went dead on me right after training. So I went walking in the rain to look for the inno-kias and found them eventually.

I PLAYED CONTACT RUGBY!!

Muahhahahaha.

Started playing with touch first after watching the guys play. Manage to play contact with countless play of touch. Muahaha!

Then Krist, Kia Boon, Bernice, Crystal, Jia Qi and another female trainer that I forgot her name decided to play girls against girls. That's when I got my right shoulder popped. Lol. It means my shoulder came off and went back. Making me having the after effects of 'dislocation'. Anyway, all thanks to the experienced ruggers in inno-kias that my shoulder is feeling much better now. ((:

Really, it was the best Sentosa outing I've ever had. Cos, we actually played touch/contact rugby and i think I'm addicted to it. HAHA!

Okay, I shall head to bed now.

As for photos from the outing, head to my Facebook. I'm too tired to upload them.

*GO TO DMC, GO TO DMC, GO TO DMC*

GFS! Farh and I.

Clockwise from top: Calvin, Jolynn, Me and XinRu.

Sunrise in the city. (I was on the bus from Telok Blangah to Kallang and is my current favorite. (:)

Me and my new specs in the office.

Me and Jolynn.

I have happy and nice smelling balls((:

xoxoxo

2009-04-01T23:37:00.007+08:00

I guess I'm kinda busy lately since Kai left just this week.

Gawd, it's only me and Shima in office.

I hope I could cope with the workload and the trainings that coach will be giving Dragnix rowers.

War is coming, we must prepare. 25260409.

Anyway, here are some photos from my Cookie that have only a 3mp built in camera.

Crumpler! (Sketch)

Crumpler! (Color Negative [I think])

Crumpler! (Tunnel Effect)

Original.

The morning sun.

The Tree.

Pretty good for a 3mp cam. (:

The Crumplers are taken and edited in my phone itself. (:

I am tired.

xoxoxo

2009-03-28T20:01:00.004+08:00

I guess going down and watch the race today was the right choice. Now, I have the itch for wanting to train real hard for the PA Paddle Championships ont the 25 and 26th next month.

I guess I shouldn't put my focus on other stuff other than rowing. In order to train hard, everyone must put their head in the race and remember that we're a team and not an individual.

Like what my blog title have said,

DB= P+T+F+WH
DB= Passion+Teamwork+Focus+ Whacking Hard(during training)

So there, I shall just put everything down and just row.

I just went to Hydrotribe and saw this comment posted by MrPaddleshop and quote:

The races today were fantastic to watch. Although many teams were not in the line-up, I guess its was a good gauge for the teams in those races to judge their current standards as a prelude to the annual SDBA dragonboat festival.

I noticed the mixed races were in fact extremely competitive, with NJC, Neophytes and SAFSA putting up incredible timings. The mens and womens opens were almost predictable with NTU mens and NUS womens taking huge leads in their heats. I think it really boils down to how hard these guys train to reach the level that we see these days. I guess with the introduction of carbon fibre paddles, it realli cuts down on the race timings as well. Well, tml is still another day of races to look ahead to and hope it will only get better.

Cheers!
P.S. Trivium rocks!

And was quite inspired by it. So train hard Dragnix!

xoxoxo

2009-03-26T21:31:00.005+08:00

God, my first time giving camp briefing and I can't say that it went well or anything, let's just say it's a form of experience.

As for what I feel now, I feel numb and as usual, confused.

Gawd, I don't know what am I thinking right now, but not to fret, I'll always be on the positive side(:

Btw, the irritating chinese whose name's WAYNE and is in camp requested that I blog about him. Yes, he is irritating. (You know you love me right? (X)

Now, I have to go.

xoxoxo

2009-03-24T12:46:00.001+08:00

ALL INNO-KIA!!! PLEASE READ AND SPREAD THE MESSAGE!!!

Thank you to all who having been coming for outings, and those who reply to my messages. But then again, my free messages have reached its limits. Please help me spread the message to all that there will be an outing on BOTH 4th and 5th April. Probably like go drinking on the night on 4th Apr, and then stay over somewhere, and Sentosa the next day.

Drinking part comes with Taufik, 'cause it's his birthday, and Suresh was saying that he wants to drink at some pub where there ain't gas in the beer.

Outing on the two days also because it's a farewell to those are going for a 2-year long camp in Pulau Tekong.... Read More

Anyone has any suggestions on what to do for the two days, or plans to make on either day, let me know???:):) Meanwhile, spread the message and ask them to get back to me/Kia Boon(help me lah okay??)/ Gavin(you're on about this right?)/ Pika(you're the best!!) !!! (Anymore volunteers to help??)

-Krist

xoxoxo
Karen

2009-03-23T14:37:00.002+08:00

WHOOHOO!

Yesterday's training was truly awesome! Never have I been hating these kind of trainings. Always been craving for it. I did weights and felt effing accomplished. Rowing? It was simply orgasmic.

It's finally here.

But towards the end, the same stuff kept distracting me.

Gawd, this always comes at the wrong timing. Anyway, went for lunch with HANA, Sumi, KaiSin and Haini at Plaza Sing. On the way, everything just came to me.

On the way home was just the same, didn't want to go home that early so I rode bus 700 to Bukit Panjang with HANA and KaiSin then bus 180 to BoonLay.

Great, I didn't know that the effects will affect me.

Geez.

xoxoxo

2009-03-21T10:06:00.006+08:00

Work was crazy so far. With now being the paycheck collection week and all.

Sigh.

It feels as if I'm on an emotional rollercoaster ride. Somehow, feeling down at home seems perfect.

Because no one knows the main reason why.

Weirdly enough, when I reach my office everyday, I can't seem to feel down. At home I'll unknowingly cry and back in DFAC, I can't even have the thought of even shedding a tear.

It's just that...sigh

I miss you, M. I really do.

*UPDATE*

Okay, so I went to SDBA with HANA to send her sis + friend for training.

Thank god that I made the decision to go out with her if not I'll be staying home and emo like crazy. So anyway, we decided to head to Marina Square to catch Paul Blart: Mall Cop and it made me take my mind off things for awhile. It was worth the money. (:

After the movie walked around and met up with HANA's sis+friend.

Thanks HANA for bringing me out today. Really really appreciate it. But I guess my efforts of not thinking wasn't there.

Anyway, GIRLFRIEND1, when can we go out again?? hmmm?? XD

And GIRLFRIEND2, when can we go out?? hmmmm? XP

xoxoxo

2009-03-16T23:53:00.002+08:00

Okay, this post is dedicated to some people that have impacted my life in one way or another.

1. Calvin
A guy whom I could share stuff with when I'm doing camps. Kind of the only person that I could talk if there's mostly new trainers/trainers that I don't know. Soon you can say, ORD LOH!

2. Miq
A strong-willed person whom I thought was a brazilian mix. He have been there to make sure I'd wake my ideas up and to know what I'm going through. Really thank god that I have a friend like him. Hope that you'll get your you-know-who back! (:

3. Mac
Truthfully speaking, I didn't know what exactly happened, but really, I really owe him alot. Even though I gave him so much trouble yet, he still helped me.

4. Farh
Another strong-willed person that I look up to. We both have been through rough times, unnecessary bickerings, boy stuff, ups and downs of db and there's more to it. I really don't know how to thank her for being such an awesome girlfriend of mine. Hope that you you really srtive hard for whatever you want!

5. (and lastly,) Umar
My mentor since my attachment camp. The only person who could read my mind/know what I'm doing even when he's not around me especially when I'm doing camps. Seriously, I still don't know how he does that. Anyway, he's been there at the correct time and I really don't know how he do it but whenever I feel down, I'll receive at least one of his message asking whether I'm alright or not. This mentor of mine have been and still been the greatest help ever (not to say that the others haven't been of help that is.). Anyway, I hope that you'll be happy with what you're doing right now.

I'm really glad that I met all these people mentioned above. Kinda wasted that I realized only just today.

Sigh.

Hope that all things around me are going smoothly as planned.

xoxoxo

2009-03-14T13:17:00.003+08:00

I feel so accomplished.

Reason being finishing two back to back camps (which is equals to four camps) in two weeks straight and still not as tired. I am suprised with myself.

Anyway,I found this quiz on my cousin's blog and I found it to be quite true. Go Figure!

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Anyway, the link to the quiz could be found here.

xoxoxo

2009-03-07T17:23:00.003+08:00

Okay, so I survived one back to back camps and one volunteer work consecutively.

I am glad that I don't really feel so tired.

Hmm.

First camp of the week. I felt kinda lost since I haven't been doing camps for the past one month and it's Mac's camp somemore. He said that my dorm briefing sucked. When I asked Azrul about it, he said he planned out the allocation and the briefing. So I let him go ahead. Then, when we arrived into the campsite from the school, Mac told me to give the briefing reason being that DFAC is my 'homeground'. Like wth la, I haven't been doing camps for a month and you tell me last minute to do briefing when Azrul said he's going to do it. Totally no time to prepare, of course it sucks la. Kns.

But, Kai's camp was better.

I had briefing on the day the camp was to be ran and I did dorms again wth Bernice. I told her to do allocation and I do briefing. This time round, it was perfect. I even did rara with Cheeyi when the first few classes arrived in the campsite.

Overall, I was slowly getting the hang of the new group of trainers whom I'll be working with.

I was really glad that everything went well and JIMBEAM+TECHSTAR, I MISS YOU!

Oh, and I did this test and was surprised by the answer.

Your Independence Level: High

You are extremely self reliant and autonomous.

You are definitely into doing your own thing.

But you also wouldn't turn down help if you needed it.

You follow your own path, but you don't do so blindly.

How Independent Are You?

*Edit@ 2100 hours*
Did I tell you that sleeping by the beach and waking up hearing the sounds of the waves crashing into the sand is just a dream come true?

Yeah, I did that yesterday.

I did volunteering work for the Milo Tryathlon so Farh and I decided to stay over in Sentosa for the night. Was kinda cranky since I did back to back (sorry girl!) and went home from work and have to rush out to meet her. Heh.

Crocs was among the many sponsors for this event and yep, all volunteers are given a free pair of Crocs plus Jibbits. I kept reeating to Farh saying that I can't believe that I'm actually wearing a pair the most hedious pair of sandals in the world.

HAHA!
'
Okay, gotta go sleep.

Ciao!
xoxoxo

2009-03-01T09:24:00.004+08:00

Mann, I just finished watching GG season 1 the day before yesterday and it was awesome!

But, I still can't believe Serena and Chuck are siblings, Chuck and Blair together, Nate and Vanessa, and by the last episode, Nate and Serena, Dan and Vanessa and Chuck and Blair. So drama laa.

Haha!

If you're asking why am I up so early on a sunday morning and not sleeping myself silly into the late afternoon, the reason being I have volunteer work! Haha.

OHOHOH! Shima handed me my schedule for camps and yeah, I'm back to doing camps in march. (:

On a random thought, I was really random yesterday and went Jurong Point and just walk around. I was wanting to find high-cut Hi-tec hiking shoes but to no avail. Walked around Jurong Point for a little longer and popped by a shop called Anna Nucci. Their shoes look super expensive but when I flipped the shoe to it's sole, I was shocked that the price was actually 30+ bucks and I bought a pair of pretty booties.

It's super comfy but I don't know when could I use it. HAHA!

Dang, I hafta go bathe.

xoxoxo
(You know you love me! (X)

2009-02-27T11:23:00.004+08:00

While I'm writing here, there's a family of monkeys outside having fun in the crc area.

It's funny why we have monkeys around though.

(:

Whoohoo!

Cold Rock with Farh last night was a blast. It was superb catching up with her and their awesome waffles made by their awesome staff are simply awesome! But their two scoops of ice-cream are tad small though.

Their waffles are a must try.

We also watched GG on Farh's new mini lappie while in the bus to bp. (I can't believe V is with N can?! )): )

I forgot to bring my ipod cable yesterday and Farh can't copy it into it and I can't watch my GG. )):

Even worse, I didn't bring my ipod this morning, and I think that's the reason I feel effing sleepy now. Dang! )):

Oh well, I guess I'll blog more when I'm free later. (:

xoxoxo

2009-02-25T11:00:00.002+08:00

Gawd, I don't know what am I feeling.

I feel so confused.

Gee, I hope I could cope.

Kinda broke down on the way to work today.

Sigh, so not the drama man.

Besides, I'm going for another school camp briefing again with Shima.

Wish me luck!

xoxoxo

2009-02-22T20:47:00.002+08:00

I decided to take the day off and stayed indoors for a change.

To relax, chill and spend the day at home, but then yeah, was told to like help out with the tv console and what's not.

Mehh.

Anyway, I'm kinda busy these few weeks since Shima taught me how to do reports and stuff plus, I just went with her for a school camp briefing and she said that I'll be starting to be giving briefing to schools that have camps with us soon.

I'm happy with it yet scared at the same time.

I just don't know. I mean I'm just so confused about things and changes around me right now that I don't really know what to do now.

Anyway, being back in DFAC was really wonderful. It's just that I find working with Shima and Kai is much more better than the rest. Not that I'm saying working with Azlan, Mimi, Jones, Ismail and the people in SSC is bad or something but then, maybe it's just the age group or something, I don't know.

I still prefer to work in DFAC than in SSC.

Dang.

I'm so confused right now that I don't even know myself anymore.

xoxoxo

2009-02-19T09:54:00.003+08:00

Oh god, I'm just so confused right now.

This feeling, I just don't know.

I always feel as if I could be in tears anytime with no particular reason.

It happened just yeaterday.

Maybe it's just the thought of him?

Maybe it's the thought thought of getting hurt again?

Oh god, as I type, this feeling threatens to make me breakdown in my office for the very first time.

M say it might be because of him telling stuff about her that makes me think about myself or might be because of the pressure unknown to me (since I was kinda busy and all.)have caught up.

But as I think, it couldn't be him or the pressure because firstly, he have told me stuff about her before and I was really fine, and secondly, it couldn't be pressured much since I'm not doing camps that often as of now.

Maybe it is because of him?

Shucks, the waterwork's starting pretty soon.

xoxoxo

2009-02-17T23:31:00.008+08:00

Okay, I'm staying over in DFAC and I was bored so I went to neatorama.com and found this:

And

This

The second link is a game that you might get addicted.

X)

xoxoxo

2009-02-15T12:02:00.002+08:00

God, it's been a long time since I have the time to bum around the house.

Seriously, when I was at the Malaysian customs last night, I recieved messages from Coach, KokAnn and GF. They sent the same message saying that there's no training this morning.

Then I don't have anything on today.

At least I could finish up Pasir Ris Crescent Sec's evaluation for tomorrow's report.

Finally I'm actually getting there with the help of Shima. I'm not saying that back there in Sarimbun they don't teach me anything - and I reasoned to myself to make me think positive -, maybe they're just busy. Like I felt that I work better with Shima and Kai than with Azlan, Mimi, Jones and Ismail.

Okay fine, fine. I shall not talk about work anymore.

V.day was alright I guess.

Went Malaysia's City Square with M to jalan jalan around and laugh at couples wearing silly couple shirts. The first thing we did was to get bubble tea. He and his peach yoghurt ice blended and me with my usual peppermint milk tea (Next time if I'm heading there, I'll remind myself to get yoghurt ice blended instead. HAHA!). We headed to the cinema to catch The Curious Case Of Benjamin Buttons. Super nice sia! HEE~

Then after the movie walked around talked somemore, and we headed to a place where there's loads of roadside stalls and we had nasi goreng, kangkong, stingray, some salad thingy and two bottles of sugarcane.

The stingray is superb mann. It's like the spicyness is just right, the sambal is omgly heavenly and the tanginess is there. The salad thingy was super nice. The sourness is there, the kambing is the way I like it (the smell isn't too overpowering. (:) but they have chili padi in it one mouthful and that's it man. Thank god M was kind enough to pick he veggies and the mutton out of that plate andandand the nasi goreng was fantastic((:

We both ended up being so full that we have to walk around for a little more before heading to malaysian customs(:

Got my self watermelon flavored chewing gum. HEE~

I'm soo loving it! (:

xoxoxo

2009-02-11T19:54:00.002+08:00

Okay, so things have been quite quiet lately.

But in office, it's been crazy for me. Like imagine, I have to call up people for this weekend's camp, today's and tomorrow's program and also do up a program proposal for Shima.

Yesterday was my first time panicking about work till 2+am and also my first time sitting down at the desk in my room to work. I suprise myself even, that I did that.

Gawd, my mind is so jam packed with info that I have to physically take note.

But okay la, I'm finally feeling like dad. HEE~

Dammit, feel super drained from today's dbing with GMSS students. But it's worth it.

Seeing how the guys are like trying to get my attention and how the girls are asking questions makes me feel like a trainer all over again. Heh.

Oh well.

xoxoxo

2009-02-07T22:36:00.005+08:00

Okay, work was damn shiok today.

Went DFAC to realise neither Shima nor Kai was coming in for work today. So I had to find Peter Chan for the key.

Amazingly, he gave me the key and the usual door to the office can't be opened. Went back to him, and he said it's the second door. What a way to get into the office.

If you didn't know, my office is small and the logistics for camps are all scattered around the office and I thank god that nothing heavy is piled up against the second door and nothing fall on me.

Mehh.

YAY!

TRAINING'S AT NINE IN THE MORNING TOMORROW!

WHOOHOO!

#

I just hope that everyone who's rowing for KBCC are really serious and passionate for db. This team is painstakingly built up our generous coach who sacrificed a hell lot for us and this is what he gets?

No way I'm letting this happen. Everyone's focusing on training and yet you are all taking this for granted. Like wth can? You want to waste your life drinking and make a fool out of yourself it's your own problem. Do not even not come for training because you have a terrible hangover. I have a colleauge having high fever and yet she still does camps.

Seriously speaking, if you were to ask me which is more tiring, db training or doing camps, I'll say doing camps. At least you don't need to handle kids and be the last one to sleep at night and be the first to wake up in the morning. If my colleague can do it, why can't you?

You said you want to go for races and overseas race yet, you don't look as if you are worth of going for local races. Like hello? You don't come for regular trainings? Do you even think that it's fair for people who don't go for trainings but given a place in the boat? Do you think it's fair?

Dammit.

M told me not to have much thoughts about it but, for all the efforts that coach put in, at least have the courtesy to inform him that you ain't interested anymore. You whine and want coach to change our ladies team regime not to be too hiong. But chin-ups to inclined pull ups? Male pumping to female pumping? Are you kidding me? In the past, you enjoyed doing all those. You enjoyed the andraline rush. The question is, What happened?

Gosh, I really need self-dicipline to self-train more often!

I still have my two-hour run that I owe M to run. Lol.

Anyway, I decided to post up 3 very recent photos. Enjoy!

Believe or not, this wasn't what I expected. Lol.

Today's my good hair day!

I braided his hair complete with a purple hairclip!

xoxoxo

2009-02-06T19:10:00.002+08:00

WHOOHOOO!

ORD LOH!!!

Yesss!

Finally graduated from FT.

As always, we're the noisiest bunch of students around. HEE~

But, I'll miss alot of things.

Mann.

I can't wait for the post-graduation partaye next friday!

MUAHAHAHAHHA!

And guess where will it be held at?

FT LAB OF COURSE!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

LOVE IT LAA!

XOXOXO

2009-02-02T16:36:00.002+08:00

All credits goes to Eeqa and Aji!

I CAN'T WAIT!

Oh god, I can't believe that Alan passed the FT interview and IS OFFICIALLY IN FT!

OMGOMG!!

WHOOHOO!!!

Okay, maybe the coffee I just had is making me high.

BUT I CAN'T WAIT FOR FRIDAY!

BTW, I'M BACK IN DFAC!!

HEE~

XOXOXO

2009-02-01T01:03:00.002+08:00

Okay so far everything's been quite eventful for me.

Mon - Went to my maternal and paternal side families to have the annual New Year gathering ( I can't say it's reunion dinner because, yes, my granpa just passed away.)

Tuesday - Lepak session with green bean, Shaqhil and Alan.

Wed - Town with Farh (Gotten new Papillos and it's orange!).

Thurs - I forgot what I did. I think I went town with farh.

Fri - Half day of work, Lou Hei at Home Team NS (formerly known CDANS Country Club) then window shopping with Sai in town.

Sat - Training. MindCafe with Kristi, Celena, Miq, Shaqhil and Radzi. Wanted to go Timbre@Boat Quay but headed to Waraku@Central. After that we wanted Shaqhil to go on either GMax or GX5 Xtreme Swing but he refused to. MEHH! So we stood around passed by this pub, saw Sandra, Ignasia, Joy and Lech. Bused home with Miq and Shaqhil after that. Ohoh, Miq and I sang a birthday song for him in the bus. X)

Sun - Training in the morning, go home, head to west coast park meet the rest for Shaqhil's second birthday celebration.

Whoohoo!

Payroll's coming in either on Monday or Tuesday and ORANGE IPOD NANO HERE I COME! X)

#

Ismail talked to me about some stuff that had happened. I just hope that everything's gonna be fine.

xoxoxo

2009-01-28T10:26:00.004+08:00

This year's Chinese New Year have been really good for me.

Gawd, my out fit for chu yi was superb. Was wanting to wear my orange tank top but mum said it's too bright since we're still mourning for my grandpa.

For once, my new year outfit wasn't a disaster.

Dang! I forgot to camwhore cans? )):

Chu er (which was yesterday) was spent lepaking with Green Bean, Alan, Shaqhil.

Dammit, we forgot to take photos!

)):

Chu san, which will be today, will be spent with my girls and maybe some shopping in town(:

Okay, gotta go get ready(:

P/S: I won $20 odd from playing BanLuck with my paternal cousin and aunts. X)
P/P/S: Project Night Run have just started last night. Although my stamina was damn chui, I intend to continue because I wanna go for my first ever marathon- Standard Charted 10km run.

xoxoxo

2009-01-26T23:54:00.003+08:00

Sigh.

New Year's great.

Just that everything that's happen made me can't believe myself anymore.

Whatever I did, everyone have some untrue things about me to say. What I meant about untrue is just simply putting words that I have never ever said into my mouth and telling people about it.

What's the prize?

Them making you a CC before I do?

Like hello, I have never thought of being a CC or a 2 i/c even. Even if I did, I'll only be able to dream on.

If this goes on, H, I know you'll be happy to see me go.

Let it be then.

P/S: Graduation ceremony on the 6th Feb
P/P/S: FT Partaye on the 20 Feb. (can't wait!)

xoxoxo

2009-01-24T02:42:00.003+08:00

Mehh~

These whole week have been superb yet tiring.

First up was NanYang Pri P5 camp. Although they may be a little bit notorious at times, I love them!

They really made my day.

They were just wonderful. PlusPlus, I got to work with Hakim the Cikgu and it was a good experience.

Then came the really last minute camp, Temasek Sec School.

I really love them to bits too!

Although it was super tiring, I thank god that the students weren't much of a problem to handle plus, thanks to my partner, Eugene, everything went fine.

It was also my first time working with Eugene and I was surprised how well it went and really, Eugene was really good. I forced myself to do belaying, be in the water for CV and do whatever it takes to keep myself awake and Eugene was like trying to help me do some of it since he knows that I'll be tired and I just did back to back camps.

Gawd, it's gonna be THREEam and i have to wake up at 6am.

Yay to me.

OHOH!

Outing with le bunch after work today.

Went to Ngee Ann City to find them but met Shaqhil instead because the rest went to Far East Plaza.

We both headed to FEP to find the Marcus and gang there together with le gang. Some pretty bitchy person just can't keep her mouth to herself and say sarcastic remarks to delibrately hurt a person's (or more) feelings.

Like hello, everyone already know that you don't like us for god know what reason, why make us hate you even more?

Okay lor, if you want us to hate you more, go ahead lor. All the damage have already done by you and your mouth. What else can I do?

Thanks to you, the job that found super fun, suits me to the max and outdoor somemore, is at stake.

But, don't worry, I'll try my best to hang on.

Okay, back to topic.

Okay so le bunch went to FEP for dinner then some of them went home and some of us went to Hort Park to lepak.

GREEN BEAN, I MISS YOU SOO MUCH CANS?

Okay, that sums up everything.

P/S: sleepng in a van+ a wonderful driver= FUN!

Le Bunchies, let's go Sentosa on sunday!

xoxoxo

2009-01-18T23:05:00.003+08:00

Gawd, god knows when will I not be so busy to update.

Seesh.

Dad went for his slipped disc operation and YES! It's successful!

*Sigh of relief*

At least I could go camp not worrying that much.

Training today was kinda frustrating with lots of contradictions but nevertheless, I would do anything to learn the newest stroke that we're learning.

Mann, I should be home earlier to pack for NYPS tomorrow and I could even join Shaqhil, Miq, Hakim and the rest at Lot1 lor. )):

Mehh~

Speaking of which, the people mentioned above was super super wonderful. After NYPS camp briefing yesterday, we decided to have lunchnner (lunch+dinner) at Lot1 but decided to head to Al Ameen instead. I had work so they headed down to meet Miq first. Met them after work and we were left with a few pieces of Naan after eating and Miq suggested the game called Pass the Naan. It was hilarious cans?

With people looking at us play and I was always the suay one that always have the smallest piece. )):

After deciding that the Naan wasn't enough, we paid and went to get bread. Found somewhere sat down lepak abit and started playing Pass the Bread. It was super funny cans? The guys look as if they were kissing each other laa! It was the game suck and blow. You're supposed to pass around a sweet wrapper around with only your mouth.

XP

No photos though. It's m18.

It was a fun night of lepaking but I had to skip the one today because I haven't pack for NYPS and I'm meeting Sha and some others 6AM at CCK!

Omg la, I hafta get up at such unearthly time tomorrow.

Geez.

P/S: Shaqhil AND THE REST, LET'S LEPAK AGAIN!!

xoxoxo

2009-01-13T18:59:00.007+08:00

On a brighter note, here's some photos taken with Farh and Zul before I met M for dinner.

AND YES! I FINALLY GOT A PROPER WALLET AND FINALLY GOT MY CRUMPLER!!

Take 1.

Take 2.

Take 3. (finally) XP

Farh and her Macaroon with Zul beside.

I love this pic! ZUL! WHY AIN'T YOU IN THE PIC???!! )):

The three of us.

Zul and Farh.

Farh and I

The three of us again. (HAHA! I covered my double chin with the handle of my paddle! XP)

Yep, we took all these in a very crowded train. XP

Pics from Camp Renewal and Shanghai

Mar and a guy from CR.

ex-CWDBER and CEDBER, Amin.

Riverside + my sis.

Singapore River@ 2009 Countdown.

CEDB, NUSDB, ex-CWDB

xoxoxo

2009-01-13T02:21:00.005+08:00

You will always be my grandpa
(in the tune of Always Be My Baby by David Cook)

We were as one family
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be well
So I'm letting you go
Cause I know in my heart grandpa
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Hey don't you know you can't escape Him
Ooh grandpa cause you'll always be my grandpa
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh grandpa cause you'll always be my grandpa...

This song have been in my head since this morning. I don't know why but it's just stuck in my head. Then came evening, I was busy but the chorus of this song kept repeating in my head but replacing baby into grandpa.

I can't believe he's really leaving on Thursday. As I was burning joss paper in the evening, I was thinking about how guilty I've been feeling. Because I don't know why but I felt attached/close to my paternal grandpa. Maybe it's because he's the only grandpa alive previously or maybe it's because he lives with my family longer than any of my aunts or uncles (meaning that he's been living with me since I was really young.) and thinking of how I kinda shunned him while having him at my place and how I was so busy at work that I didn't have the time to visit him more often (as promised in my previous post) in the old folks home/hospital makes me feel guilty.

Maybe that's the reason why I didn't really want to come up when my mum told me to.

It feels as if time really passes so fast. One day my grandpa moved into my current home with my family, years later he moved into one of my aunt's place. Few weeks later he fell and knocked his head against something and that caused him to have partial stroke then he's back at my place from the hospital. After a few months, he moved into one of my uncle's place where he's not comfortable with, so it was back to my place again where all my aunts and uncles decided to put him into *ofh and that's where his condition detiorated. Landed him into hospital and everything happens.

I really wish that I could turn back time and suggest to my aunts and uncles that he stays at my place permantly and I could take care of him instead of my mum.

#

Maybe that song was on repeat mode in my mind was also because I miss EA.

Girls, I'm sorry if you felt that I gave up on you girls on the first day. I really do.

I didn't thought that I could pull through but girls, you made me believe that you girls can make it. You girls made me realise that I could pull through with the twelve of you.

On the last day when the trainers followed you onto the bus, I really wanted to. I may say that I don't know whether I still have work to do back in office, but deep down, I didn't bear to see you girls cry even though I know that most of you cry anyway.

Girls, stay strong. It's the start of a new school term. I want you to strive in school. Most imortantly, I want you to be happy.

*ofh= old folks home

xoxoxo

2009-01-11T13:53:00.003+08:00

New Year, 1/4bad start; 3/4 good start.

St Margs girls was really really amazing.

But for me, there's a lesson to be learnt.

Yesterday Mimi gave me off to rest up.

Went for training and it was superb.

Went town to do shopping for the month (I got my Crumplers!) and headed down to West Coast Plaza to meet M for dinner at Fish&Co (The Best Fish and Chips In Town were wonderful and their Sharkie Freeze was humungous!). Then we headed to the bus stop to head home.

While waiting for our bus, I got a call from a teary sounding mum. "The hospital called and said *yeye's condition worsened the doctor told us(meaning everybody closely related the Cho family) to go down to the hospital now. Where are you?" at that moment, I was stunned and didn't know how to react. I told her that I was at westcoast and I don't know how to get to AH. Then the told me to keep in contact and head home.

Told M what happened and he said I could take a busto Queensway SC and walk or take a cab down since it wasn't too far from where I was. I took the second. He passed on at 1245 this morning.

I was thankful that M was there because, my mind was blank and I really didn't know what to do. Besides, I got a chance to see my grandpa before he left. While listening to my aunts and mum cry, the memories of my granpa filled my mind like how running water fills a bucket.

The way he tries to tickle us when we were young, the way he gives us coins to put into our piggy banks etcetc.

Sigh.

What a way to start a NewYear.

*yeye= grandpa in chinese

P/S: Thanks for the encouragements people. I really appreciate it.
P/P/S: Dad's gonna go for an operation for his slipped disc problem soon. (I'm hoping for the best.)
P/P/P/S: Emporio Armani I MISS YOU GIRLS!

xoxoxo

2009-01-03T09:28:00.003+08:00

The sudden change of year is just too overwhelming.

The thought of another year passing, not only will I get a year older, there's things that I'll constantly be thinking about. Things that I will keep to myself and would tell when the time is right.

I'm just a lil tired of things in my life. Things that I really should let go and just move on.

All I want to do now is to take some off days and just spend my time on the beach. It's a good place for me to think and reflect.

I think I'll leave it to time then.

On a brighter note, the advert will be on my blog tomorrow. Hope everything goes well.

(:

xoxoxo

2008-12-29T00:45:00.004+08:00

Yay! A trip to Sentosa really make my day!

Especially when it's a group of wonderful people that you could talk your heart out.

After Sentosa, all of us headed to Seah Im hawker centre for dinner and we decided to head to Hort Park to lepak.

Gawd, it was wonderful la. Great place, great company, what more can I ask for?

Okay, work tomorrow, should have a shower then head to bed.

Btw, COLD ROCK WITH THE SAME BUNCH OF PEOPLE TOMORROW EVENING and COMPANY'S SAILING STAFF RETREAT ON WEDNESDAY! XD

xoxoxo

2008-12-28T07:49:00.002+08:00

I'M BACK!

But hate the fact that when I'm worried of my results, some people thinks that I'm plainly 'booking' the com. Like wtf la, my results are out on the 26th and I don't even have internet access to it, you say will kancheong or not?

Mehh.

Anyway, just finished taking a shower and yes, I'm heading to Sentosa.

I'll blog more when I get back from sunny Sentosa.

Ciao

xoxoxo

2008-12-23T16:22:00.005+08:00

I think this will be the last time I'll be updating before I leave for Shanghai. I'll be back by sunday.

Yep, emotions and stress aside, I shall enjoy my time in Shanghai since it's a new country I'm visiting this year. Just hope that things would be fine back here in Singapore. Hope that he'll be fine by his own for one week.

Seriously speaking, I'm not one bit excited going overseas this year. I've learnt how not to expect things because, if you have high expectations of something and get something back that isn't up to your expectation, you'll get disappointed.

But, yeah, going overseas away from sg could help me some way or another. To have some time to think about things.

Oh well, I'll be touching down at 5+am on Sunday, then after that, SENTOSA IN THE MORNING/AFTERNOON WITH THE TRAINERS FROM CAMP RENEWAL! WHOOHOOO! It's gonna be super fun can! Hee~

Anyway, I can't believe I'm leaving for Shanghai today. It feels as if it came too soon. Maybe it's because I've been busy with SinIndo and Camp Renewal to a point whereby I didn't notice how time passes by so fast.

Oh, did I forget to mention how I miss db trainings, the adrenaline rush and everybody during trainings?

Gawd, tell me about it. I envy Miq sia. Having trainings to keep him occupied. )):

Okay, I've gotta go get ready.

P/S: Happy Christmas everyone!
P/P/S: You readers should have known that I've joined Nuffnang right? I've been picked to advertise on my blog and yeah, I'm excited can! Haha! I only blog this coz it's my first ad ever since I'd joined Nuffnang. Haha!

xoxoxo

2008-12-20T12:17:00.003+08:00

I'm back from Camp Renewal 2008.

The feeling was kinda disappointing. Because I have never went for the previous Camp Renewals before and I'm being made to be trainer. Didn't know what to expect and I have people expecting things from me especially when I'm in a place that I have never been to. Even without solving this problem, I was/am having rumors about me and a certain guy. Plus, I don't know who I could trust.

I already felt pressurized even before the whole camp started. The current trainers in my group didn't make it better. The feeling is like being pushed into a ditch and leaving me with wild dogs around. Thank god for Miq and Calvin talked to me whenever I needed to someone to talk to.

In the end only one or two of the participants know that I'm under huge effing load of pressure. By the second day I really cannot tahan already somemore, I'm Kai wet's assistant, making it even worse. Basically, Kai's working attitude is too perfectionist. Besides, when I first heard that I'm working with Kai, I already have the intensions of backing out. but too bad, being a ppt, I couldn't say no to this camp.

Evaluation was done, and I saw one that say about me: ".....wrong choice of trainer.....didn't put trainer's level 2 into good use....no confidence.....must brush up...". It's super demoralising can. No encouragements no nothing. Like wtf la.

Yep, this affected me alot as a trainer.

Sigh.

Okay, let's not talk about the shitty camp.

YESS! I'M FLYING OFF TO SHANGHAI ON TUESDAY!!

And I wanna get my hammock.

Random, I know. It's just that I regretting not getting one for Camp Renewal.

We're supposed to sleep in tents with wet ground and I didn't have a sleeping bag and all I had was a wooden orange bench as a bed. I woke up shivering. Why? tempreture was like 16-17 degree celcius in the morning.

Mehh.

Fine la. What all of you want is to bully me.

Fine lor, don't come to me when I cockup everything.

*UPDATE*

Okay, I was ranting about the camp just now that I forgotten to rant about the good stuff. The good thing is that I found two dbers, Amin from ITE College East, and Miq from Team NUS (yes KokAnn[if you're reading it that is], he knows your brother). I realised Miq first when he wore his team windbreaker and Amin when he wore his team jersey on the second night.

Like omg la, singapore super small can. Like this also meet db people. muahahaha!

Too bad amin went back on wednesday. HAHA!

OHOH, I almost forgot, I had a stargazing session with Miq and some other new trainers and we ended up playing 'I have never...' and '2 truth 1 lie' game and I nearly knocked out at the place where we were playing after Jones, Sai and Kai joined us. Miq walked me back to my orange bench then we said our goodnights and he went to join the rest of them. (:

I actually had fun with the new trainers. (:

Amazingly, they are the ones who made me sane. Thanks alot girls and guys! X)

xoxoxo

2008-12-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

Oh god, can't believe that one week gone just like that and I'm still in the midst of resting lor, basket.

Guess what?

I'm going off to camp renewal, another 5d4n camp and this time, thursday will be spent going to Malaysia for activities and friday will be spent coming back to Singapore and the week after that would my trip to Shanghai.

Oh god, sooo hectic can. I still haven't pack for camp lah.

Anyway, window shopping with Farh after work was really good. At least I manage to catch up with her. It's really really good to catch up with someone that you haven't seen in a while. It feels really really warm.

Sadly, I have no money to shop. $200 from my pay goes to Shanghai for shopping.

HAHA!

Saw a woolen Fox sweater perfect for Shanghai and red is the color I wanted but it doesn't have my size. :C

Then I say this pair of slippers and I decided to get but again, it didn't have my size.

How suay can I get la.

Mehh.

xoxoxo

2008-12-12T11:49:00.005+08:00

Oh god, I haven't been able to blog since I've been busy.

Anyway, I'm done with my cousin's wedding on wednesday.

All of us were pretty pretty because my elder sis made up our faces. X)

There's more to the photos here. Because I'm ~~lazy~~busy to post it up.

I shall take my time to post up sin-indo pics. So happy waiting WaiEan, Shiykin and all those from sin-indo! XP

P/S: I might be going SHOPPING with Farh to get my sweater and to explore the extended Jurong Point. Yes, it have another extension for the new condo.

xoxoxo

2008-12-08T21:09:00.002+08:00

I'm so bored at home la.

Basket.

YESSS!

I have work tomorrow!

ANDANDAND I WANNA GO FOX TO GET MY SWEATER!!!

SAIFULLLLL!! LET'S GO SHOPPING!!!!

C:

xoxoxo

2008-12-08T16:19:00.003+08:00

Sigh, resting at home isn't quite what I expected.

I could say that I'm quite recovered from SinIndo camp but not too sure about how am I gonna deal with my emotions just yet.

Tomorrow was supposedly my off day from SinIndo, but then my cousin's wedding needs it more than I do, so yeah, will be working tomorrow instead of the initial wednesday. I just need to try and grab the photos from the company's camera.

I don't know what I feel.

Sigh.

P/S: Shall go Jurong Point and get the striped Fox woolen sweater I saw the other time.

xoxoxo

2008-12-06T14:45:00.004+08:00

Like I was saying yesterday, I just finished a 5d4n camp with a mix of Singaporean students and Indonesian students.

It was really really fun because I could see my group's effort unfold right infront of me. I really appreciate the help of the Singaporeans. I'll definitely miss saying SINDOS OI!

During this camp itself made me realise that language barrier isn't a problem if you break the ice properly and also if you talk patiently with the students.

So, first day was kinda chaotic because it's too flexible and we trainers were kinda don't know what are we supposed to do. We were initially told to only do rockwall climbing and crc but, when Amanda and I went to the high ele area, we were puzzled that the zipline and abseiling were opened but oh well, my group did rockwall first then zipline.

While we were finishing zipline, the first batch of Indonesian students arrived and all the Singaporean students were super excited. So, after high elements, the students were handed over to Kai wet at the faa and we trainers went to fetch the Indo students from the canteen.

That was the first time the indo students saw the sin students. I really really thank god my students wasn't much of a problem.

By the third day the indo students were wanting to go shopping badly, so had briefing with Shang on wednesday before trainers' briefing and programs were changed. Relfections at Bukit Chandu and Hort Park were scraped and in comes Shopping at Mustafa Centre on thursday.

Seriously, Mustafa Centre was crowded with bangalas but at least the safety aspects of everything made me feel safer since it was my first time there. So I got mysef an anti frizz/hair moisture hair serum thingy, dove body spray and bangles for me and my two sisters.

OHOH! For heritage trail we went to Little India and Chinatown. I bought henna and my students had some hands-on with it

It was really fun la I tell you.

Since it was a 5d4n camp the bonding that was with the group was stronger than before ant at the blink of an eye, Campers' night came and went. Tears flowed to Vitamin C's Graduation. After I found my group huddled together, I found myself crying together with them.

The atmostphere at that point of time was really emotional but at least it gave the feeling of accomplishment that I gave my best and the results came out really good.

But, I MISS SINDOS! :C

Okay, I shall go start grabbing photos.

P/S: I feel so weird to be at home now. One week in camp made me feel that trainers' dorm is my home. Oh well.

xoxoxo

2008-12-05T21:57:00.002+08:00

*Gives a sigh of relief*

Finally, a week's been over and yes I am really glad that I did the SinIndo camp.

Why?

Because it's been really wonderful.

The students, the activities, even the trainers, they were really really wonderful.

I have some photos with me and yes, the Sindoians, please remind me to scan our group photos into my com.

X)

Okay, I am tired. Shall blog tomorrow.

xoxoxo

2008-11-28T09:05:00.003+08:00

Time for school!...NOT!

I'm supposed to be in school right now, but Farh and I decided to be in school a little later than usual.

So I'm here blogging and talking to her at the same time.

I'm so glad to be going back to the place I call school. It's like we're having a huge gathering in our classroom and after today, I'll miss everyone laa.

Yes, I'll definitely cry during my graduation. Oh god. Just hope that my graduation don't fall on any of the Camp Renewal days.

I just love my ft people. Because they made me feel as if I'm in poly/in an American high school and also they gave me lots of fun and laughter.

I will really really miss them laa, especially my girls, Farh, Fieza, Dragonfly, Zetti and Eqah my guys, Firdaus and Zainul, my juniors, Brother, Lexson, Weisiang plus CGR students, last but not least, my lecturers, Ms Koh, Mr Azlan and Mr Muthiah. They really made me feel sooo comfortable in class even though we might have conflicts here and there.

Sigh, I really hate this feeling...

xoxoxo

2008-11-25T19:30:00.002+08:00

Oh right, recce for yesterday and today were hmm...how can I say?

Friutful?

It's like three male malays and one chinese female.

But my experience wasn't like XiangLi's.

The first time I was put in this position was Catholic High School Cub Scouts. I literally felt that I was being bullied by the guys. But as time goes, I got used to it and were literally bonded with them. They're Ismail (FB), Kai (wet) and Saiful. (okay, so, maybe the only one without a nickname is Sai aannndd, you wouldn't want to know mine. XP)

They're my laugh finder. Because, it's like whenever I'm with them, they'll definately make me laugh non-stop for around 2-3mins. HAHA!

So, I've conqured Sentosa and Southern Ridge (which includes the Bukit Chandu, Hort Park, Mount Faber's tree top walk and Marang Trail) and nope, I didn't sustain any muscle pull or whatsoever just a handful of mosqiuto bites.

X)

Okay lar, I'll blog whenever I have time tomorrow.

Gotta go work on my presentation.

xoxoxo

2008-11-23T17:48:00.003+08:00

Singapore River Regatta was awesome!

The first day heats as ITE College West tertiary womens' and mens' team did really great. Ladies team did their best but was in last position whereas the guys did their best and got third placing but didn't qualify for the finals because only the top two teams qualify for the finals.

Nevertheless, rowing as another team but with the same people on the boat with additional people like Amos and Michelle really made up for the two previously mentioned events. Because we came in first position for the Kabun Bahru CSC team B and third for Kabun Bahru CSC team A and both qualified for the semi-finals held today.

Then for today, everyone did well for their races. The team who went down for PA somethingsomething race, they did really really well. As for the rest, it was really realy good too, everyone's neck to neck but we did was our best and it was nobody's fault. It's because the teams we were competing with were strong teams and that is to let us know where we stand and we'll give our very best to our coaches and all the trainings that we'll be going through. Right guys (and ladies! XD)?

Anyway, it scares me that I'll be busy this whole week and I haven't done my report and presentation. I'll be so dead la. I hope that Shima would understand that I've not yet graduated from ITE and will still need off for school related stuff.

Sigh.

So many things, so little time.

Btw, I'll get the photos we took yesterday and today up here asap. XP

xoxoxo

2008-11-21T16:13:00.004+08:00

DANG!

I have nothing to do again.

So much for being too effective. HAHA!

So far, being a PPT/FT staff wasn't too bad. Because, I kinda liked doing admin/secretarial jobs and yes it was really a PLUSPLUSPLUS all thanks to CPA in Jurongville Secondary School and SS in OFFICE in ITE College West (Clementi) which Shima said it was a really good thing coz Saiful was more of a hands-on person.

Yes, I really enjoy doing it in Innotrek because, YOU DON'T HAVE TO WEAR MAKE-UP/DOLL YOURSELF UP/WEAR HEELS IN ORDER FOR YOU TO WORK IN AN OFFICE! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

That's one thing I hate about normal offices. For goodness sake, you're working in a cubicle and no one's gonna look at you so why doll yourself up?

Unless you want to seduce/flirt with this cute colleague of yours in a neighboring cubicle or something, I don't have any say.

But one thing that have kept me pondering is that, why would girls wear make-up to school?

LOL!

Even, going to school, I don't see a need to doll yourself up lor. Why leh? Want to woo guys ar? Nope, that is what I call, Attention-Seeker (aka, AS)/ Wannabe. Wear make-up everyday. Omg lah. Okay let's say, before you're introduced to make-up, you wake up for school at 7.30am and your class starts at 9am and after you've been introduced to make-up, you wake up at maybe 5.45am to 6am to do your beauty regime and make-up when class starts at 9am. See what I mean?

It's like your make-up is making you look more less prettier for you to have a reason to put on make-up. Besides, guys would want to date girls who are what they are and not heavily made up dolls. Yes, occasional make-up for dates are alright but for work? For schools? Don't think about it man.

Anyway, I finally went to JVS just to drop off a camp report. Sadly, it was (I think) the start of their holidays so, no Mr. Mohan, no Mr. Thomas and no other familiar faces. It was sad la. I was expecting to bump into Mr. Thomas and have a chat with him. Mehh.

But I did saw Saliha in her NP PT outfit la (actually, she's the one who spotted me first. Lol.). So cute can! HAHA!

Alright, I shall not procrestinate and go back to working on my internship presentation.

Ciao!
xoxoxo

2008-11-19T15:52:00.001+08:00

I'm in office yet again with the wonderful rain pelting it's rain drops down on the zinc roof outside.

It makes me want to grab a blanket and a pillow and sleep on my office couch but sadly, we have some interviewees here in the office. )):

Mehh.

I finished my work that I'm supposed to do and I have nothing to do! omg laa~

xoxoxo

2008-11-18T16:07:00.004+08:00

Hm. I found some intersting quotes while surfing the net finding new quotes to put into the new camp booklets that I'm supposed to design for next year's camps.

"Don't be discouraged. It's often the last key in the bunch that opens the lock"

-Unknown Author

"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."
~ Unknown

But there's this particular one that I saw just now and couldn't find it. Mehh.

Oh well.

I'm contemplating whether to go Orchard to with JinTing or go home. Mehh.

Think I'll go somewhere first.

*UPDATE*

Okay, I'm how at home and YESSSS!! Finally got my purple dress for my cousin's wedding. One thig less to worry about. Now the main thing to worry about is CAMP RENEWAL!

OMG, Azlan said that it's 'The Best Camp Of The Year' each and every year they did since they started it the year before last year.

He also said in the meeting is that it's the not the normal kind of sec/pri school camp we do in DFAC of SSC.

So, people out there, this part of my post is for you.

If you wanna be a camp instructor or you enjoy teaching kids the outdoor way, come on down and join OUR BIG FAMILY!

Just mail me or add me in friendster/facebook/ MSN and I'll give you the relevant details.

OHOH!

CAMP RENEWAL
When? 15th-19 Dec 2008
Where? Dairy Farm Adventure Centre, Sarimbun Scout Camp, A campsite in Malaysia.
How Much? $65 for current trainers and $160 for new trainers

BUTBUTBUT, I will be (I think) buddy group with Ismail for Camp Renewal! My meaning of that will only mean one thing, I'll be trainer for CR. I'll feel soo weird laa. Most of the seasoned trainers under a newbie like me. Stress sia. Mehh

Oh well, I shall go to bed now.

xoxoxo

2008-11-17T11:18:00.007+08:00

I came across this from my July 08 archives:

The kids, they were really sweet yet irritating at the same time. They said that Aji is my boyfriend. HAHA!

It's like they saw into the future or something. It's like five months plus ago and we rarely did camps together. PLUS, he's my first buddy group sia. HAHA!

Even though we're still at the dating stage and all. I was really amazed by how we really did became closer to each other via camps and contacting each other.

I'm glad that I found him. I'm really glad that he did really prove me wrong -in my own views- that only a percentage of guys can be gentleman and can be as sweet as a girl. XD

I really really love him to bits laa~ XP

Anyway, I wanna dedicate a song to my darling dearest.

It's Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade.

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a guy like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a guy like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

P/S: JB trip with dear was cancelled. But it's replaced by a date in town. X)
(at least I could still see him yo?)

xoxoxo

2008-11-17T02:23:00.004+08:00

Whoohoo!

I woke up at 5 in the afternoon today when I'm supposed to go for the last sea training with cw at 8am. I'm too shagged after two consecutive camps and to rush back home and realise that it was my paternal side cousin's wedding in the evening (although I did lepaked a tiny bit after breaking camp and area cleaning. XP). I was literally nodding off into dreamland at the table that I was sitting at -so tak glam lar!-

Meh, so, what I did the whole of today was to go find Ayub and Firdaus to rockclimb at SP then Amin, Adilia and Dear came! Then Jenny came (they -Jenny and Adilia- are Ayub's and Amin's girlfriends respectively).

As for tomorrow, it's my off day and I reserved for my dearest honey (like finally! XD).

And where are we going? I find that Singapore is too boring and I suggested that we go on a JB date and WE ARE! So, Don't miss me yo!

xoxoxo!

2008-11-12T20:31:00.003+08:00

Mehh.

I didn't know that I'll be doing back to back camps this week and it sucks when you're told about it the last minute.

Oh well.

I wonder what's my group's reaction when they opened the box. I wonder what's my group's reaction when hear what the little note says. I wonder whether they'd even open the box or not. HAHA!

Anyway, woke up waay early and was greeted my some of the girls whose one side of the shoe was 'stolen' by the mother dog for, I don't know, a chew toy? LOL!

Then I headed down to APS for open house booth. Kai slept for awhile and I fell asleep while waiting for the groups of students coming to the booth. Like the school over promised us saying that everything will end by 3pm the latest. In the end, it ended at four plus. I was like alone and everything's need to be done by me.

By the time I finally walked out of the school, it started raining heavily. I took shelter in the carpark and changed to my sandals and put on my rain cover onto my backpack. I was standing very near the entrance of the carpark, suddenly I saw lightning struck right infront of my eyes. I was like barely centimetres away from it lor.

I tio shock sia.

Okay, I shall go and pack my things for camp, bathe and head to bed.

So freaking sleepy can.

)):

xoxoxo

2008-11-07T16:51:00.003+08:00

SO, What I've been doing these past three days?

I went to Malaysia to facilitate an adventure camp for Edgfield Primary School. I only knew it on monday and I'm off to m'sia. I was like omg la. So fast can.

But thank god that everything's fine except I didn't have auto roaming for my phone and have to use Mimi's phone to call mum (and I can't inform dear that I'm reached m'sia safe and sound lor.). Mehh.

It was fun yet icky. Fun because it was mostly water activities, icky because, you don't have a proper toilet/flushing system and you'll sure to have your blood sucked by tiny leeches.

Why we don't have those? It's because the campsite itself was meant to be kampong style. Where you're far from civilization. But weirdly, I don't feel as if I'm in m'sia at all. HAHA!

Anyway,talking about activities, almost all of the activities are wet activities. The best part of the whole camp was the waterfall trekking. It's like you trek for almost 3 hours and at the end, you get to swim inside a natural waterfall. That was really really shiok to the max can. HAHA!

But during the whole hike, my only fear was being bitten by tiny leeches. I don't know why, but yeah I'm kinda freaked out by them. I saw one in my inner right ankle, and pulled it out before it could have a sip of my blood. But after I reached the campsite, took out my right shoe to clear it from sand, I found a leech bite at the top of my foot. and guess what? It won't stop bleeding. Mehh.

ANDANDAND, there's a bunch of cats within the campsite itself. There's this black one that almost followed me wherever I go. HAHA!

Mehh. I'm tired. Think I'll go take a nap. I'll update more when I have the time!

P/S: I MISS DEAR SOOO MUCH LAA! But sadly, these few days we'll be busy with events and camps to meet up. )):

xoxoxo

2008-11-01T12:50:00.002+08:00

CHIJ St Nicholas Girls' School ended my internship with a big bang. I actually felt like crying when I was waving to them as their bus drove by us.

It's not because I'll miss them (of course I'll miss all of my kids la. XD), it's because it's my last time sending kids off as an intern.

I'll miss being an intern in Innotrek Pte Ltd. I know that we did alot of saikang jobs kenah effed by most of the full-timers when things go wrong but we have our good times too. Like how we'd enjoyed the bloopers in camps, slacked in training room 2 -watching a malay serial- when there's nothing to do.

Mehh, I'll miss all those funny guys mann. Even though they may be irritating at times, but I'm really glad that I've worked with them.

Ohoh! Speaking about CHIJ St Nicholas Girls' School the girls in my group made me ponder on a really interesting question, 'What is your ambition?'.

My ambition from young was to be a doctor. But in secondary school, I realised that I can't possibly be a doctor when I grow up since I'm in the EM3/Normal Tech stream. I then heard from an officer when I was in SJAB that ITE offers Nursing course. From there I aimed to be a nurse since ITE offers it. My 'N'level results came in. I flunked my maths which is a vital subject to get into the Nursing course.

And now after so many years, I've found a job which is far beond what my ambition. It was unexpected to me too. But then, it is what I really enjoy doing. Even my dad says so too. I hope that I won't be bored after a few months. I guess this is the answer to their question.

Okay, I guess that's it.

xoxoxo

2008-10-31T23:45:00.002+08:00

How was my last camp as an intern like?

It rocks like nobody's business!

My group's perfect, everything was successful, campfire's a blast it's was a perfect ending for us interns.

Thank god that those free-lancers who will sabo people during if their birthday falls during a camp ain't doing this camp, if not, all the interns WILL be saboed.

HAHA!

Anyway, I had this feeling of weirdness in me during camp, maybe it's because it's my last camp as an intern or maybe I'm just missing deardear too much. HAHA!

When I was doing PS, TB and GS I felt as if I'm still in the first day of camp. Sigh, all the memories, all the bloopers and all the fun we had, I'm gld that I went to Innotrek for my internship.

Okay, I'll need to head to bed soon. Gonna KO anytime man. Not to worry, I'll update a little more in detailed than this.

P/S: Alene, I finally drank Ah Mei's teh peng and it really rocks!

HAHA!

xoxoxo

2008-10-28T21:41:00.006+08:00

Hm, working at DFAC was waay different that in SSC.

But at least we got to go Al Ameen for lunch and Shima even got us kinder bueno and a bottle of pepsi and h2o. One bad thing though, I got loads of mosquito bites and I'm now having one on my arm near my underarm.

Omg la, it's affecting me badly. ))X

Okay shall go upload photos+vids from my phone, pack my camp bag, bathe and head to bed.

*UPDATE*

Okay, here's something that you could watch for the time being.

The cabinet/cupboard is a rotting one so we decided to do something to it before throwing it out.

P/s: CHILDREN BELOW THE AGE OF 18 PLEASE DO NOT DO THIS AT HOME.

xoxoxo