Okay not really that happy (got my menses and crams early in the morning when i was about to leave for school.
Shitty.
But good news is that the Celene from SAF called again and told me that they've already sent the letter and the timing for my interview's 815am. but dunno which day. (:
AND..
The even good news is that
SHE SAID THAT SHE'S HELPING ME GET AN INTERVIEW APPOINTMENT WITH THE COMBAT MEDIC OFFICER!!!
OMG!!
I'M LIKE SO EXCITED!!!!
8:42 PM
I can't believe that came home from DB training at two!
Lol.
Didn't go down to row for today's training.
Coz think ahLim want to focus on the guys.
But come to think of it, those of us who have reached early, should have gone down to row first. But when we got into the boat, ahLim reached and told us to go up. How irritating.
LOL.
And all morning, I'm tanning or sleeping in the sun.
BAH!
Feel like I kena cheated luh.
anyways, school tmr. but no training. need to rest up for tuesday's wednesday's and thursday's training ((:
I'm glad to hear that ka will be confirmed into the 10men boat team for regatta.
Teehee.
It's good for him luh.
Two of his wishes came through.
His third, will be getting into the finals of regatta.
And I personally believe that the guys can do it no matter what happens.
Guys, you all must jiayou wor! I'm letting you all know that CWDB Girls will be supporting you ((:
Teehee~
9:26 PM
I was there early coz I went there with Joy. Thought we'll gonna be doing bailing again. But thank god that it's a cloudless-blue-sky day. and because most of the girls can't make it for training today, Joy, Dama and I are the only girls around. I didn't really expect that mrLim will let us down to row, but he did.
I was surprised when KokAnn told the guys to go down, and he looked at me and said the girls also must go down. I was shocked and ecstatic at the same time.
Though I stopped alot of times, Joy told me that my strokes improved and that I need to work on my endurance (: (thanks Joy! ((:)
All thanks to Joy and Dama for teaching me and correcting my mistakes. I've really learnt alot too.
Anyways, after training, went to the prata shop (where I always dine in with my sf mateys) to eat then headed down to People's Association Main Auditorium to see our lane and which heats are we in. (of course, this is for the guys) Then we all headed home (:
Teehee~
Anyways, photo time!
I was at the Kallang Sea Sports Centre quite early with Joy as said above and decided to bring my handy phone along with me (though risking it dropping into the water) and too some really nice photos since the sunlight is real good for tanning and also some photos.
Anyways, enjoy (:
See, I told you it was a cloudless-blue-sky day. XD
Joy emo-ing.
Then Lech also was emo-ing.
Ahyew.
He was trying to balance himself on the boat.
Joy and PK
Walking into nothingness.
The reason I don't dare to swim in kallang river.
The bag that hold almost everything
Sunset. (Photo of the day.)
10:24 PM
Tuesday's gonna pass and Wednesday's here!
That means DB TRAINING!!
WOOOOHOOOO!
Hahas.
My life's all about Db right now (:
Even if get into SAF, I'll also join their team (if I'm qualified that is. teehee.).
Okay, talking about SAF, I just recieved a call from Celene from Army Recruitment Center today. (:
She told me that I'll be going for a second interview and health checkup and to prepare my Napha test results and also the nitec in office skills cert.
And I'm so excited!
For both SAF interview and also DB training (:
10:05 PM
I Gotta Go My Own Way
Vanessa Anne Hudgens
I gotta say what’s in my mind
Something about us
Doesn’t seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
Is always rearranged
It’s so hard to say
But I’ve gotta do what’s best for me
You’ll be okay
I’ve go to move on and be who I am
I just don’t belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don’t wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
And it’s just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away
I’m leaving today ‘coz
I’ve gotta do what’s best for me
You’ll be okay
I’ve got to move on and be who I am
I just don’t belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Troy
What about us?
What about everything we’ve been through?
Gabriella
What about trust?
Troy
You know I never wanted to trust you
Gabriella
And what about me?
Troy
What am I supposed to do?
Gabriella
I gotta leave but I’ll miss you
Troy
I’ll miss you
Gabriella
So I’ve got to move on and be who I am
Troy
Why do you have to go?
Gabriella
I just don’t belong here
I hope you understand
Troy
I’m trying to understand
Gabriella
We might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now
Troy
I want you to stay
Gabriella
I wanna go my own way
I’ve got to move on and be who I am
Troy
What about us?
Gabriella
I just don’t belong here
I hope you understand
Troy
I’m trying to understand
Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own away (3x)
I'm sorry that it'll end this way.
But I seriously need to go on my own way.
All the best in everything you do.
9:40 PM
I went with Joy, WeiHao, Lech, Pk and AhYew. Farh came at around seven plus.
Was supposed meet Joy ant the rest 3.30 at west mall but cg ended at 4, I reached at around 4.20/30.
We then headed to Dama's place to pig out.
Lolx.
Like seriously (:
hahas.
Love their handmade snacks (:
Especially the chocolate cornflakes thingy.
Hahas
Then after that went to JurongPoint.
Finally got my can/container of glucose supplement for db usesage.
It's quite alot.
Might need to share with the rest of the girls.
((:
anyways, gotta go ((:
10:02 PM
But Joy said ahlim told her that we can go back for sea training. ((:
Real happy man.
We didn't really row out to sea.
We trained our strokes on stationary boats instead.
then the rest that didn't row came and helped me farh and dejian to stablise the boat and trained their strokes too.
Then they took turns to go for their proper training.
Once or twice while shifting here and there due to space constraints, we nearly capsize.
We went to Bugis for dinner.
There were Me, Dama, JiaCong, Jackson, KokAnn, Jasper, PK and another guy whose name I do not know.
Me, PK, KokAnn Jasper and that guy whose name I do not know, had pepper lunch and Jackson had some chinese food with potatoes, JC and Dama had Korean mixed rice.
The food was quite okay.
They were like talking crap the whole time and had a really good time with them.
hahas.
Must go out with them more often.
Thanks Dama for the drink and Jackson for the excess money that you paid for me.
Arigatto Gozaimasu!
8:39 PM
Really don't know what to do right now.
He keeps wanting to win me back but I know i won't be able to cope with all the things happening.
I only have 7 weeks to score well for my major exams and project. Plus I'm having intensive db training for next year's June race.
I can't possibly let my coach down since he believe that Farh and I are the 'permanent' members of the girls' team with Joy and Dama being our captain and vice captain respectively.
They are really good.
They help us in times of need and also when we work out in the gym.
And also the guys, though we may not see it, but they kinda cared for girls also.
I shall not elaborate more.
It's Private and Confidential.
Exclusive only to cwdb guys and girls.
Okay another good news to you you guys and girls who are reading this,
I AM GOING BACK FOR CWDB SEA TRAINING!!!
Anyways, gotta go sleep for yours truly have class at 8.30am in the morning.
Then off to 'shopping' with farh while waiting for dama and joy.
-ciao
12:29 AM
Though it's a really hard decision to make, One thing I want to really thank God is that He's a really good God coz He know that I'm gonna make this decision and prepared people to come in and encourage me in this critical point of time and also my optimism.
Coz if I am the opposite of optimism, I would have been into depression.
Anyways, all thanks to Edwin, My bestie Farharna, Joy, Dama and mariam (:
Really don't know what to do without your encouragements (:
Domo Arigattogozaimasu!
3:38 PM
Here's the link.
These are some pictures I've made. hahas.
Cheerleader! (For a cow? ugh.)
Poser? Skater? Whatever, you decide.
Hell Yeah! SAF ROCKS!
Last but not least, CWDB GIRLS!
Okay wait, I think by the time you people see this you'll ask me why there's lines around some of the pics. I don't know, ask blogger.
1:40 AM
It's like our relationship is only physical and not spiritual.
I need someone that will help me with my spiritual walk with God.
I'm feeling real dry now.
I don't know what to do.
Someone please help me!
11:17 PM
COZ THE GIRLS' DB TEAM IS BACK!!
YAY!
anyways, gotta go prepare to meet edwin (:
ciao
1:58 PM
You Are Avril Lavigne! |
 A bit hardcore on the outside... But sweet and sensitive on the inside. "It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life" |
2:00 AM
I guess I'm still loving db after all (:
I was so bored about the idea of coming back for training the other time when all the things happened.
But now with the encouragement of JOY (aka choo choo mon) and DAMA, I'm back on track and have been training with the above two my bestie farh, and just today, mariam.
Really Thank God that I have them.
If it wasn't them encouraging me, I've never get this far.
so THANKYOU JOYJOY AND DAMA!
11:24 PM
This is the real way to treat your girlfriend instead of the 'bastard' treatment girls usually go through with their boyfriends.
and NO, MONEY CANNOT BUY LOVE, understand now?
Anyways, enjoy (:
32 things to do to make your girlfriend happy!
1. Tell her she is beautiful.
2. Hold her hand at any moment even if its just for a second.
3. Hug her from behind.
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up.
5. Wrestle with her :)
6. Do everything with her.
7. If you are talking to another girl,walk over and hug her and kiss her.let her know she's yours & they arent.
8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi".
9. Introduce her to your friends . . .as your girlfriend!
10.Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up (she LOVES it).
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.
13. Make her laugh :]
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16. If you care about her, then TELL HER!
17* EVERY GUY should give their girl 3things: astuffed animal, jewelery and one of UR t-shirts or sweat shirts sprayed with your cologne and flowers.
18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone!
19. Look her in the eyes and smile.
20. Give her flowers on special occations(ie, valentine's day etc).
21.Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)
22.Kiss her just for the heck of it
23.If your listening to music, let her listen too.
24. Remember her birthday and get her something,even if its' simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU.It means all the world to HER.
25. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas,or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it,even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)
26. Always call her when you say you will,it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute.Girls don't necessarily have tohave hour long conversations every nightbut its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
27. Give her wat she wants.
28. Recognize the small things . . .they usually mean the most.
29. Don't ever hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out n upset(even if she doesnt say it).
30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang wit your girlfriend all the time!
31.If u care about her...SHOW her!
32.Do keep in contact even though both of you already breakup.
8:57 PM
The Phelm went up my throat,
The dry cough came and make me sick
Sickety Sickety Sick
Period.
12:17 AM
My life's a total disaster.
Tired of relationships, CCAs, home, cg.
I'm very tired of trying very hard to please you, trying very hard to help DBgirls team to go back for their training, trying hard to be a good daughter and sister, trying very hard to be a good member.
I'm worn out.
I'm dying.
Someone please help me.
4:19 PM
Today I bring you good news!
I can go back for db land training!
OMG!
Thank God man.
We were actually quite surprised that mrLim didn't reject us from land training.
He actually told us to train with the guys and stuff but, we can't go back for sea training just yet. Hopefully we can go back by this week or next week.
Really very excited to go back.
I know that it's boring to do the same stuff over and over again but nevertheless, I find it quite motivating instead.
The fact that we're having land training is to prepare us for the real endurance test set for during sea training.
Seeing the guys team really putting in their best for regatta makes me feel happy. At least mrLim pushing them is good so that they wouldn't slack and not prepared for regatta.
I can really see that the guys are improving.
That's a good sign.
I'm really really glad that I'm back for db training.
all in all I just want to say one thing cwdb girls' and guys' team,
JIA YOU! GIVE ALL YOU HAVE FOR REGATTA!
11:24 PM
