Sunday, May 18, 2008
I am always being true to everyone.I AM NOT FAKING IT!
Like hello?
Why would I even want to fake my character/attitude?
I am same as ever.
Complicated?
Not really.
I've tried to understand you from scratch, tried to befriend you all over again.
Did you even give me another chance to befriend you all over again?
No.
You said to give you time.
I waited and waited.
Nothing happens.
During the times I'm waiting, I've tried to become your friend again.
All you did was to ignore me in all means of communication.
You know how hurt I was?If you think I misunderstood you, I admit, I did.
Because you never ever tell me what's wrong.
Even if I did ask, it'll make me feel as if I've done something really wrong.
If you have any intensions of bringing this this friendship back,
Sad to say, but sorry.It's over.I have never ever heard anything you said or seen anything you do to prove that you want this friendship back.
I had enough being played around silly by you and your guessing game.
I had enough of your ignorance towards me.
If you want to rant about me, please do it in msn, on your blog or whatever ways you want it to be and not behind my back.
You know, I hate it very much.
I hope that you didn't forget that.
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Anyway, my first ever race in my dragonboating life was alright I guess.
Rowed with 6 inexperienced rowers.
But at least we got third in runners plate.
Not really good but at least we've gotten medals for it.
Not really sad/disappointed about it because it's their first time in dragonboating and they already kenah compy already.
Lol.
So, I didn't bring my lifevest and Kay, and used their heavy paddle and smelly lifevest( suprisingly, it wasn't as smelly as I thought. (X ) rowed till my left forearm is sore now.
Only two heats lehhs.
This is how not-used-to-sdba-paddle I am.
Should have brought Kay.
Bahh.
What's over is over.I can't change a thing.xoxoxo
grouptrainer<3
9:23 PM