Friday, July 4, 2008
I guess it's time for me to put down the past and accept the present and the future.
To you:
You said that I've changed
alot. Yeah, I did, for the better and am trying very hard to accept the present and the future; to focus on what's ahead of me and not behind. I truely and sincerely congratulate you from the bottom of my heart to your new eyecandy. Hope that you'll be happy always.
And to you:
I appreciated what you'd helped me when I'm down. I don't know what's gotten into me or even you. To tell you the truth, you've indirectly hurt me. What did you do? It's for me to know and for you to find out.
Anyway, after a rowing session at Kallang today, Farh, Ignasia, Sandra, KaiSin, me, Benita, Shawn, KokAnn, Lech, Alvin and Andy went to Changi Airport for Popeye's.
And it's amazing how I'd finished everything by myself.
After that we went to the viewing mall.
It was 6+pm when the sun was about to set, we got a glimpse of the huge planes and I had this feeling that I'm missing someone.
That is, of course, my biological dad.
Although I rarely see him and am used to him not around the house, I suddenly felt that I'm missing him badly. Even if I were to email him, he wouldn't reply and will think that I'm emailing him through mom's orders.
The truth is, I miss him badly and I feel like hugging him tight like never before.
But the camwhoring sessions cheered me up.
FARH! I WANT THE PHOTOS!
Hahas.
Looking forward to daddy michael's birthday celebration on sunday (:
And monday will be back to school for IA kit collection.
Sigh.
Three weeks of holidays gone in a blink of an eye.
But at least I know that I've enjoyed every bit of it. (:
A heavy heart; that's what I have now.xoxoxo
grouptrainer<3
9:56 PM