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Saturday, September 20, 2008

I went back previously and thought to myself, " Is this college east? But there's Joy and all. Couldn't be I'm with team college east."

But as time goes by, I felt really really distanced from the team.

I can't take this anymore.

One of the guys or MAYBE some of the guys treat me like a noobie I also don't know.

When you say that you miss me during trainings, do you really mean it?

Like hello? No one bothered to even ask how was I doing as basic courtesy. I now contemplating whether to go back or not.

You wanna bitch about me, why not do it in front of me?

I don't even know whether you are faking it in front of me or not. It's very obvious when you are though.

Sigh.

I had enough.

To Go Back; Or Not To Go Back?

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Have been busy worrying/practicing my APC2 stuff.

Omg la, I pulled my right Gluteus Maximus (Butt) and right Quadriceps (Thigh) for dunno what reason but Michael suggests that I pulled both muscles mentioned above because of prussickking I also dunno.

HAHA!

But thank god for mummy!

Because she have these left over chinese medicated patches from dad and it really works! It amazingly made my Gluteus Maximus much better this morning.

HAHA!

Anyway, I'M GOING ON A LAND EXPEDITION NEXT TUEDAY!!

Will be planning everything on monday though and guess what? wednesday will be my APC2 assesment. Basket.

Includes a theory one la!
:C

Majorly saddening la!

I dunno what to study and the pratical assesment won't be done by either Azlan or Umar!! Like wth la! It'll be done by an OBS instructor.

:C

ANDANDAND a happy thought, OCTOBER IS NEARING!!!!

WHOOHOO!!

THAT MEANS MORE AND MORE CAMPS!!!

YAY!!

OLE OLEOLEOLE OLE OLE; OLE OLEOLEOLEOLE OLE.....

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Why am I soo happy about having camps?

I love doing camps!

I can interact with different kids with different charcters and even see their lives being transformed by me would be the most wonderful thing in the whole wide world. X)

Sigh, I'll be doing it till only Nov. Will be going for a break then I'll decide whether to carry on as a cmap instructor((:

Btw, beauty sleep calling!

"This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way"

-Camp Rock: This Is Me-

xoxoxo

grouptrainer<3
11:27 PM