Thursday, July 2, 2009
Okay, SDBF was really really great. Was there to work and not race. Was kinda fun actually, could actually let me see the race from another angle. Ig, Kaisin, Darren, David, FengRu and the rest worked too.
Everyone did great in their races especially the schools who participated in the PM Cup. To me, winning or losing doesn't matter. In fact, racing is actually to gauge where you stand. To me, everyone is a winner in the race.
Thinking back, he's the one who made me think like a real rower. He inspires me to be a better rower, to earn what I want in dragonboating. Maybe this is the reason I always disliked people who plays during training/take trainings for granted or maybe have unnecessary conflicts within the team itself.
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Meeting him after the last day of his race, after packing up at SDBA main office at kallang, it was kinda awkward in a sense.
After he spoke, it was kinda heart wrenching. I could feel the pain and felt like crying at that point of time. My mind went blank, thinking of what to say. In the end, I could only nod in agreement.
The first sight of him at the tag checking area made my mind think while writing the scoreboard. Then, I saw him after stepping out of the washroom, it made me think yet again. Since then, my mind can't seem to stop playing everything over and over.
Sigh.
Idk what's happening but, I hope it won't affect me in one way or another.
xoxo
grouptrainer<3
9:28 PM