I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own
[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did
xoxo
12:01 AM
Anyway, Sazz actually posted this on Facebook and actually found this interesting. Maybe it's due to me wanting to put on make up in a flash and look natural at the same time. Plus, I found the website of this video owner and it's rocks to the max.
The most basic makeup/beauty tips that a girl could ever have.
I was amazed when she even have a threading tutorial.
Sugoi-ne!
Anyway, gotta run!
xoxo
9:26 PM
I don't know whether to be happy or sad.
Wish I could just stop the time on 7th August, 0059hrs.
The fact I did think of all the possible stuff that I will go through in life(ie. getting married, starting a family, having a permanent job etc.), I wish I could head back to the times where by it's so carefree.
It's really scary just to think of all the things. It's hard.
I'll have to face it someday.
But not now.
I'm scared. I have nowhere to turn to.
How?
I cry before the clock struck 0000hrs of 080809.
I head to bed before the clock strikes 0000hrs of 080809.
I cry whenever I think of the possible things that could happen.
The thought of being tied down with all the responsibilities scares me.
Aji, I don't blame you. I blame myself for not understanding.
Now I know how it feels like to be 21. I'm sorry.
38 degree celcius, 2042hrs. I'm off to bed.
xoxo
8:37 PM
ONE MORE DAY AND IT'S THE WEEKEND!!
I'M JUST SOO EXCITED!!
Anyway, I was bored and was looking through Neatorama.com and found these:
L4D Russian Dolls!
And this Russian Doll Hand Bag by Christian Louboutin! Damn nice can. hahahaha!Anyway, gotta go bathe! Night everyone!
xoxo
11:53 PM
HAHA!
OMG, I CAN'T WAIT FOR FRI, SAT AND SUN TO COME!!
Friday will be spent with Hana and Franchesca to West Coast Plaza after work, Saturday morning will be spent sleeping, Saturday afternoon will be spent at lunch with my family and the evening will be spent with INNOKIAS@DOUBLEO(and maybe some others like FIEZA BABY!!) !! Sunday morning will be spent for db training, afternoon will be lunch+heading home to change and put our stuff at home and in the evening will be spent with HANA, CHESTER, FRANCHESCA, GERALDINE, SHARON and some of my db girls.
I AM SOO EXCITED!!
WAKAKAKAKAKAKA!
AND I'VE GOT A PAIR OF ORANGE HAVIANAS!!!!
xoxo
12:12 AM
Watami have been the best place to work so far (but I can't really judge yet though. haha.).
Anyway, Kurihara san, Soh Young san, Matsumura san, Kazu san, Hayashi san, June san, Stanley san and Edward san have been really nice to all the staff even though we have been bugging them whenever we have difficult customers.
Plus, Kurihara san and Kazu san have been buying and putting the goodies in the goodie bags personally. Tell me, where on earth you can find this kind of manager you tell me? All the managers, I mean ALL the managers are really good. Working in this company, there isn;t such thing as political issues (for the moment at least. hee~) it's realy really fun working with all the full-timers and the managers and the other part-timers. Oh speaking of which, we'd just celebrate our first staff birthday either last monday or tuesday. For who? It's YanXiang! (:
Happy Belated Birthday Girl! (:
Anyway, I have to head to bed alr. KBDB Exco meeting 0730hrs @SDBA office!
xoxo
11:30 PM
